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Pirate
November 6th, 2009, 05:57 AM
I haven't cut in a couple months, but last night I did something stupid and hurt one of my good friends, then proceeded to get really drunk and then I grabbed for the razor..
:(
This is more of a rant than anything else, but I feel awful now because of it.
With everything that's going on, (I'm pretty much homeless at the moment) I think it's all getting too much. :(
luciia96
November 6th, 2009, 10:41 AM
well...everything in this world has a solution, u just have to find it. Cutting is useless cuz it may makes u feel better at the moment but... do u feel good about later? Im sure u dont. Problems don't disappear when u cut your self and u'll have to face them sooner or later, so think: Wouldn't things have been better if u had talked 2 your friend instead of drinking nd grabbing 4 the razor?
because u felt bad cuz u hurt your friend but now u feel bad because of that nd because u relapsed so now u should feel worse than before.
Kisses! :)
Aspiringanonymous
November 6th, 2009, 07:36 PM
Try not to be too hard on yourself. What's done is done. Impulsive behaviour while drunk is not uncommon, and it most certainly doesn't indicate that you would have acted similarly while sober. But you know that.
If you ever want to talk about the other things which are bothering you, don't feel hesitant to do so. Perhaps it could help release a little of all that pent-up stress. :hug3:
clone
November 6th, 2009, 09:37 PM
it happens just keep trying to stop pm me if you want:)
Amyxoxo
November 7th, 2009, 11:36 AM
So you hurt your friend but why cut yourself, you should have been trying to make up with your friend. Prove yourself to her?
It was really good that you hadnt done it in a couple of months, forget bout last night, make up with you friend and start again, you can do it!
PM me anytime if you ever want to talk :) x
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