1_21Guns
November 4th, 2009, 02:30 PM
Dear friend,
I never actually told you the whole truth of why I didn't want you on here. Yeah I didn't want you reading things. But the result of your clear lack of thought before doing something is why.
A good friend would of backed off, stayed away and left it alone. But no, not you. Just invade my privacy. And i'll pretend I didn't spent hours crying.
Its fine.
You crossed the line when you joined. Gleefully skipped past it a few miles, until your legs wouldnt skip anymore, then sat down and started rubbing the salt in my wounds. Yeah. Thats what it feels like. Thats what it always felt like with you. But I just kept it in.
I trust you not reading my stuff. But I never trusted you not to do this. Although I did think maybe you might have the brains to think. No. Wait. I can't link it. Obviously not.
Well now look whats happened. Well done, guess i'll have to leave here before long. I've become life dependant. But nevermind. It might be one of the ever decreasing number of things keeping me alive. But nevermind.
You just keep rubbing the salt in. Have fun. I'm not argueing. I'm not falling out. I'm in year 10, not aged 10. I'm just sick of this. And that was the final straw.
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sorry to rant guys. just had to vent before I lost it. and if you've read this. dont come bite my head off. you had it coming.
I never actually told you the whole truth of why I didn't want you on here. Yeah I didn't want you reading things. But the result of your clear lack of thought before doing something is why.
A good friend would of backed off, stayed away and left it alone. But no, not you. Just invade my privacy. And i'll pretend I didn't spent hours crying.
Its fine.
You crossed the line when you joined. Gleefully skipped past it a few miles, until your legs wouldnt skip anymore, then sat down and started rubbing the salt in my wounds. Yeah. Thats what it feels like. Thats what it always felt like with you. But I just kept it in.
I trust you not reading my stuff. But I never trusted you not to do this. Although I did think maybe you might have the brains to think. No. Wait. I can't link it. Obviously not.
Well now look whats happened. Well done, guess i'll have to leave here before long. I've become life dependant. But nevermind. It might be one of the ever decreasing number of things keeping me alive. But nevermind.
You just keep rubbing the salt in. Have fun. I'm not argueing. I'm not falling out. I'm in year 10, not aged 10. I'm just sick of this. And that was the final straw.
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sorry to rant guys. just had to vent before I lost it. and if you've read this. dont come bite my head off. you had it coming.