unknown2011
November 2nd, 2009, 08:07 PM
so...let me fill you in.
i have two best friends. both are like the brother and sister i never had.
amanda and travis.
love em to death, would take bullets for them.
well, lets start with the fact that Amanda always has drama going on in her life. mainly because she gets too involved with too many people. well, once a week there will be someone new and something will happen and she'll be a flat out bitch. once a week, i deal with the shit that she gives me. im her supposed best friend but she never tells me shit. we've only hung outside of school once, when we went to the movies with friends and we both were dating somebody.
so today she wouldnt talk to me...or anyone....she was a flat out bitch. and i'm getting tired of it. it's getting too much and i'm ready to be done with it.
now travis....umgee....he is my brother from another mother. literally. we are like twins. we like all the same stuff, video games, and we're giant nerds. but for some reason....i feel betrayed. i dont know why...but i dont.....ugh....just startec talking to him on aim...so much stuff....so much fear...damn, i hate being me right now.
maybe i'll post more, but today was not my day....im sorry. i feel like crying.
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okay so...my day was really crappy. told travis earlier a prtty much BS reason...
um...havent talked to amanda...dont want to.
another part of my day...i almost knocked out a dumbass, immature, fucking brain-dead ignorant sophomore. im a junior btw. i swear to fucking...i will beat his ass just like everyone wants to. yeah everyone hates him...i guess getting bitched out by a more respectable person ins't enough. oyu want to get your ass kicked by a short kid.
i almost cried...it was to a point where everything was blurry...but i had no tears to shed. i just want to scream at every fucking person who speaks to me....anyways...
comments would be appreciated...im feeling really down.
i have two best friends. both are like the brother and sister i never had.
amanda and travis.
love em to death, would take bullets for them.
well, lets start with the fact that Amanda always has drama going on in her life. mainly because she gets too involved with too many people. well, once a week there will be someone new and something will happen and she'll be a flat out bitch. once a week, i deal with the shit that she gives me. im her supposed best friend but she never tells me shit. we've only hung outside of school once, when we went to the movies with friends and we both were dating somebody.
so today she wouldnt talk to me...or anyone....she was a flat out bitch. and i'm getting tired of it. it's getting too much and i'm ready to be done with it.
now travis....umgee....he is my brother from another mother. literally. we are like twins. we like all the same stuff, video games, and we're giant nerds. but for some reason....i feel betrayed. i dont know why...but i dont.....ugh....just startec talking to him on aim...so much stuff....so much fear...damn, i hate being me right now.
maybe i'll post more, but today was not my day....im sorry. i feel like crying.
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okay so...my day was really crappy. told travis earlier a prtty much BS reason...
um...havent talked to amanda...dont want to.
another part of my day...i almost knocked out a dumbass, immature, fucking brain-dead ignorant sophomore. im a junior btw. i swear to fucking...i will beat his ass just like everyone wants to. yeah everyone hates him...i guess getting bitched out by a more respectable person ins't enough. oyu want to get your ass kicked by a short kid.
i almost cried...it was to a point where everything was blurry...but i had no tears to shed. i just want to scream at every fucking person who speaks to me....anyways...
comments would be appreciated...im feeling really down.