not able anymore.

[piggy-wiggy]

fifty-six, thats it for me.
no more, i cant do it.
tonight everything has caught up with me, so i think im gona end up caving tonight.
and i feel horrible.
i wish i never met that guy, he is the reason for everything !
ugh, and i cant stay away from him.
im so annoyed at myself..
sorry for the rant, and im not even shur if this is asking for advice, im just struggling tonight, wayy more than ever..


~Laura ..

[loz4]

Hope you havn't cut yet :(, hang in there, it gets tough. Try not to let your emotions throw away 56 days of achievement. Make it 57. Hope you pull through. x x

[Cloud]

and what would you gain from cutting exactly?
other than another mark on your body
the annoyance of having to climb all the way back to 56
the constant hiding of body parts?
really is it worth it?
just have a hot bath and chill or something
theres more than one way to relax

[piggy-wiggy]

its okay, and thatnks calum, and ioz4[sorry dont no your name]
i think tonight if fyn, i just broke down wen i wrote that a wile ago....
i think its okay, loud music is helping.. thanks calum.. =]