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[MadManWithaBox]

I've been getting better. I'm on 60 odd days. And yet. The whole time I've wanted to do it so badly, and the whole point of me not doing it is my believing that, there's something worth fighting for. And yet.. Its getting to the point where I'm not sure. I don't know anymore. I'm thinking, should I get up. All I want to do is sit down and not get up, to go to bed and not wake up. I want to so badly, yet I ahven't, but I can't hold on, if there's nothing worth me doing it. All my efforts, all my trying.. I want to throw it all away. Thanks

[Amyxoxo]

That is rediculus, why wast the 60 days?. That is amazing keep it up!
Dont let your thoughts get in the way of your sucess.
Again well done, go careful xx

[Harley Quinn]

I've been getting better. I'm on 60 odd days. And yet. The whole time I've wanted to do it so badly, and the whole point of me not doing it is my believing that, there's something worth fighting for. And yet.. Its getting to the point where I'm not sure. I don't know anymore. I'm thinking, should I get up. All I want to do is sit down and not get up, to go to bed and not wake up. I want to so badly, yet I ahven't, but I can't hold on, if there's nothing worth me doing it. All my efforts, all my trying.. I want to throw it all away. Thanks

Okay, so you think you haven't got a reason or a purpose? Well guess what you do, you may not see or find it right now but still it is worth fighting your way through all the shit, all the pain you feel. 60 days is worth fighting for, YOU are worth fighting for because, you have a reason. Don't think you don't because right now you feel like total shit. Sure you throw that all away, now where would that get you? The truth is, cutting/self harming won't help you, you need to sort your problems out with help. Breaking 60 days, think is it really worth it? Believe me it's not.

[piggy-wiggy]

dont throw all your efforts away..
you've made it to 60 days, you can make it to 61, 62, and so on..
take every day as it comes, and remember that there is always peoples to tlk to when your feeling lyk your struggling..
everyone on here wants to help you..
keep it up, and think positive, you can do this.. =]