I seriously dont love my family anymore I hate them

[Dibzy-Time]

I no its harsh and that but im serious about what i said in the title.
They bully me, there nasty to my partner and they favour my sister.

My mum tells me 5 6 times a day im a freak, slag and a liar. She starts on my partner. Its ok for the rest of my family to eat proper meals and eat healthily but when it comes to me all i get is a few kit kats and a bag of chrisps.
When i was in school and got bullied and sexually abused and told my parents about it they just laughed and said to me that i shoul shut up and stop wighning because its the only place im gunna get th attention.
Ive tryed to move out but have no money and the council wont house me either. My patner has no room at his mums house either. and to be honest hes 25 and his mum still ells him what time to be home and stay in which is at 8pm at night usually.

Ive had enough now. I self harmed today. And im going to od 2nite.

Ive tryed speaking to the family to get them to stop it but they just get worse!!!! As far as im conserned i have no family:mad: I h8 them with all my hart

[Rainstorm]

Do you have grandparents or friends that you could go stay at? Because, you're parents could be arrested under the charges of Endangering the Welfare of a Child. Also, do you have any teachers you trust or counselors at your school? Tell them about it.

Also, did you tell the police about being sexually abused?

[XxHaViiK]

I can relatively relate to what your going through. I was physically and mentally abused by my father until I was about 15. I told my family and wanted them to help, and they all stood around and did nothing. Now I'm expected to just love them and come crawling back. I seriously disown almost all of my family.

You should talk to someone about moving into a foster home. There are always people out there that will care, as I found. Try to do something. Councilors at school, teachers, principal, just find someone to talk to. In my case, it was the police. Trust me, no matter how deep the hole your in seems, there's always someone to help you out.

[Dibzy-Time]

i dont go school no more im 18. The police nos bout the sexual thing. I havernt any friends either

[Kahn]

Go to Child Services. Thats bull crap what they're doing to you. You need to seek help NOW.

[Dibzy-Time]

havert u got to be under 18 to use child services