Is this depression? Do i need help???

[sarah newman]

Ok, it all started when mum and dad took it badly that i cut myself all up both forearms. Ever since, they have been acting different around me, checking up on me, my tutor knows as well, and ALOT of people know at school.
Now, its half term. I stay in my bedroom as long as i can. Mum says that i stay in my room to much. She wants me to go and see a doctor as she thinks i suffer from depression. I cry at the slightest things, i get bullied, i dont like to talk to anyone, i hate it when anyone comes in my room, i dont like my mum that much, but she says that she loves me, i hate my dad sometimes, but other days i love him. I sometimes get nervous about going to school. I get the feeling my friends dont care about me. I have started to starve myself as i dont like my figure. I can tell one of my close friends but she wont do anything to help, so theres no point in telling her. I get negative thoughts-sometimes i think about iff i took an overdose or hung myself who would actually care-i dont do it, i just think about it. I want to tell my tutor teacher about this but i get the feeling that he cant do anything about it. I dont know who to turn to, please help me! x

[BuryYourFlame]

What you are saying could quite possibly be symptoms of depression, especially the suicidal thoughts. It is important to get this checked by a doctor if you think you might be depressed.

It is also important to try and stop cutting, it really won't help in the long run, and will just leave you with unwanted scars and secrets.

PM me if you want to talk more. :)

[sarah newman]

Any more suggestions? x

[NightFighter]

I think .Tuxedo Mask. has this covered really.
I'd just like to point out that you complain about people not being able to help you yet your mother is trying to and you wont take her help. Definitely take it. Things are likely to get much better for you if you do but if you don't, well, good luck.

[Love.Hate]

I have that But only if i have had a bad day. I dont know what it is my mum rekons mine is early signs of depression or i just need to get away for a while and relax.
i think if you explain to your tutor then he might help.

Good Luck.