My life has turned to total shit.

[dead]

My life sucks in my opinion and I cant take it anymore.
My friends now hate me. I'm failing school. I don't want to stop cutting. I fight with my mom whenever I'm in the same room with her. I was abused by my dad and now I don't see him anymore and now he's started to say things like "I love you" and other crap. I'm in and out of hospitals constantly. My family's moving in the spring because we don't have any money atm and our neighbor his helping us, but when move we cant move far enough to live in a area with a different type of situation. Right now I have no clue what to do with my life and how to deal with my depression(manic), law breaking habits, and possible mood disorder. All I see as a answer atm is ending all the pain.

[Lily of the Valley]

Sounds like primarily typical teenage stuff. You'll have to learn to deal and actually help yourself instead of coming on here to complain to random strangers. Get a job, do your homework, stop whining to your friends, either stop cutting or continue to do so, stay out of hospitals by NOT FLAUNTING YOUR CUTTING, stop breaking the law, stop fighting with your mom so much, etc. SEE HOW EASY THAT WAS?

~Maggot

[tyler27846]

I am sorry dude if you ever need to talkjust pm or im me

[Ryhanna]

Sounds like primarily typical teenage stuff. You'll have to learn to deal and actually help yourself instead of coming on here to complain to random strangers. Get a job, do your homework, stop whining to your friends, either stop cutting or continue to do so, stay out of hospitals by NOT FLAUNTING YOUR CUTTING, stop breaking the law, stop fighting with your mom so much, etc. SEE HOW EASY THAT WAS?

~Maggot

gee, arent you sympathetic...

But yeah, I basically agree, just ... a bit more politley than that lol

[CaptainObvious]

I don't want to sound like an asshole, but you sound like you're fixating on external events and hoping for change without taking any actions towards it yourself. You are certainly capable of changing your life around, but it won't change itself. You have to take actions. Among them: stop cutting. Find somene you trust to talk to, and don't push them away if they say some things you don't want to hear. All in all, stop the self-destructive behavior; you don't want to self-destruct, even if it's the apatheic path and you don't see an easy way to avoid it.

There are people who can and want to supprt you. So don't be afraid to seek out help.

[Lily of the Valley]

gee, arent you sympathetic...

But yeah, I basically agree, just ... a bit more politley than that lolI'm not so good at sympathy.

~Maggot

[dead]

Sounds like primarily typical teenage stuff. You'll have to learn to deal and actually help yourself instead of coming on here to complain to random strangers. Get a job, do your homework, stop whining to your friends, either stop cutting or continue to do so, stay out of hospitals by NOT FLAUNTING YOUR CUTTING, stop breaking the law, stop fighting with your mom so much, etc. SEE HOW EASY THAT WAS?

~Maggot

1.I don't whine to my friends
2.I don't flaunt my cutting
3.fuck the law
4.My mom fights with me I don't fight with her
5.Its called looking for help not complaining to strangers
6.There's a thing called stress, emotions, and my manic depression that you never put into play in your answer.
7. I might end it, if I can't learn to live by following every little rule someone says and dealing with my stress and emotions.

[nick]

Connor, it sounds like you've had and still have a lot of crap to deal with. Crap happens. The cutting probably doesnt help your self esteem, but I'm not one to say "so stop - its easy", get whatever professional help you can with that and dont give up on the process.

Learn to ignore the arseholes, both in real life and online, and focus on those people that really do care and want you to get through this. A few more years and you'll be able to leave home and live your own life the way you want, there will be plenty of good times to come. Just hang in there!

[savethehostages]

I know you have something to live for, I have seen your art your extremely talented. Talk to someone and ignore the rude people, don't give up