Help me please

[apryl]

First off, some info about me:
-I'm 16
-I'm bipolar
-I cut myself(arms, legs, feet, hands, wherever I can). I just can't stop. I've been cutting for about two years. My parents know, but they think I've stopped.
-I'm on Citalopram for depression but it isn't helping me
I just don't know what to do anymore. I've been hearing voices in my head(I have been for awhile but I used to be able to ignore them). They laugh at me and tell me I'm not good enough and that I don't deserve shit. I want them to go away, I want to be normal. I can't date, guys just don't get what I'm going through. I feel like I'm bugging my friends when I talk about this stuff. My parents try to understand but I'm not sure they do. I can't even trust myself anymore. Please help me. I just need someone to talk to. I'm so lonely.
If you want to talk, my AIM is dalmatiangirl2
Please help me.

[Discomposure]

First off. Do you see someone about all this?
If not that is the one main thing I would adivse, see a counsellor/therapist and tell them EVERYTHING you have written in this post, even print this off and give it to them.
On here, we can't really "help" you, we can give you advice, but we are only virtual so we can't do much more. Thats why there are therapists, who can help to stop the cutting and these voices.

If you need to talk, you can PM me anytime. I'll reply as soon as I can.

[Lily of the Valley]

If you want help, don't go to a forum with a bunch of teenagers. See a professional - a doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist, etc. If your medication isn't working, try a different one or a different dose. If you want someone to talk to, don't go to random teenagers that probably don't even know how to keep their own shit in order, let alone someone else's. Talk to a counselor or someone at your school you can trust or whatever.

Shit happens, but the way you choose to deal with it and fix it is what determines how it turns out.

~Maggot

[apryl]

If you want help, don't go to a forum with a bunch of teenagers. See a professional - a doctor, psychiatrist, psychologist, etc. If your medication isn't working, try a different one or a different dose. If you want someone to talk to, don't go to random teenagers that probably don't even know how to keep their own shit in order, let alone someone else's. Talk to a counselor or someone at your school you can trust or whatever.

Shit happens, but the way you choose to deal with it and fix it is what determines how it turns out.

~Maggot

Good point I guess
I'm just feeling lonely and need to talk to someone, anyone

[derkderpderp]

Hey dude,well you've got me to talk to,if u want to that is,and i can sympathise with u as ive gone through the same thing,i still am as a matter of fact,however one thing i regret the most is that i didnt c a professional first,bc they DO help,they really do,its their job to help,and everybody on vt can only help so much,and the help u get here is useful,but nowhere near as effective as the help u get from a professional.
Im here if u want to talk,because i know only too well how hard it is to start fixing problems such as the problems u have.

Im here to help,but i can assure you-the help u will get from me AND everybody else on here amounts to nothing in comparison to the help u will get from a pro.
Try it out.im sure u will c the positives.

= )

[The Madness.]

Ok, first, cutting yourself is never an option. find anything that doesnt abuse your body. Also, if your bugging your friends when you try to talk about how you really feel, they are not real friends. find your true friends, and they will listen and support you no matter what.