Whats the point

[cantwebefriends]

Guys im having really troublesome thoughts lateky im not as jumpy as usual im kinda tired sad. i feel like what am i doing here what am i put here on earth for am i just a useless take up of the earth. i sumtimes feel i dont belong because im in highschool 15yrs old and 5ft tall im really short i always get made fun of i have really wacky spikey hair that i like my parents hate it ppl make fun of me and my hair only my friends are there to support me i just wish i had more i lost the girl i loved several times i just dont see what i can do i just feel like breaking down and exploding to a million pieces buti cant for sum reason its just balled up inside wanting to be let out i dont know how im getting to the point where a snap for everylittle rerason i fear i will oose friends i need help guys.

[nick]

Well I guess nearly everyone has the wondering what the point of everything thoughts sometimes, you're not alone there. I'm also short, though not quite as short as you, and know how crap it feels, but its just a part of who we are and you have to learn to accept it. Don't know whether you were late with puberty at all, if you were you could still have a lot of growing left to come.

Do you have a school councellor or anyone like that you can talk to? If you feel you're getting really depressed you may want to talk to your doctor. Professional help out there in the real world will be better than anything we can do here.