FallenAngel
October 20th, 2009, 02:46 AM
I haven't been diagnosed with bipolar yet but i've definately got depression and an anxiety disorder too.
I show some symptoms of bipolar disorder tho i'm unsure if i am bipolar or not.
cos ive been suffering with depression for 2 years now and when im happy ive always been a very hyperactive person.... which is why im unsure if im bipolar or not :confused:
The depressive symptoms i show are;
-feeling sad, hopeless, worthless, pathetic, numb :(
-feeling irritable
-extreme fatigue
-difficulty concentrating
-loss of appetite
-suicidal thoughts
-feeling guilty
-feeling unworthy of happiness
-self doubt about myself and my abilities to do anything
-difficulty sleeping/ insomnia
-extreme low self esteem
-very sensitive - crying :blue:
-and i even self harm sometimes
The manic symptoms are;
-feeling hyperactive :woot:
-feeling almost overwhelmed with happiness
-feeling irritable :mad:
-very talkative/talking very fast
-easily distracted
-racing thoughts
-go on shopping sprees/take drugs/drink alcohol
-feelings of greatness - like im really special and unique
Mixed episodes include;
-feeling irritable
-racing thoughts
-feeling hopeless
-feeling down
-fatigue
-loss of appetite
Im usually in a depressed state but every so often i get these manic episodes, or even mixed episodes.
But its never the same, like sometimes i will have several manic episodes in a day or in a week and other times i'll only have one manic episode in two weeks....
Does this sound like im bipolar to you....cos i rly dnt no?! :confused:
And any advice about what you think i should do would be appreciated.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox
If any1 wants to tlk u can private message me :)
I show some symptoms of bipolar disorder tho i'm unsure if i am bipolar or not.
cos ive been suffering with depression for 2 years now and when im happy ive always been a very hyperactive person.... which is why im unsure if im bipolar or not :confused:
The depressive symptoms i show are;
-feeling sad, hopeless, worthless, pathetic, numb :(
-feeling irritable
-extreme fatigue
-difficulty concentrating
-loss of appetite
-suicidal thoughts
-feeling guilty
-feeling unworthy of happiness
-self doubt about myself and my abilities to do anything
-difficulty sleeping/ insomnia
-extreme low self esteem
-very sensitive - crying :blue:
-and i even self harm sometimes
The manic symptoms are;
-feeling hyperactive :woot:
-feeling almost overwhelmed with happiness
-feeling irritable :mad:
-very talkative/talking very fast
-easily distracted
-racing thoughts
-go on shopping sprees/take drugs/drink alcohol
-feelings of greatness - like im really special and unique
Mixed episodes include;
-feeling irritable
-racing thoughts
-feeling hopeless
-feeling down
-fatigue
-loss of appetite
Im usually in a depressed state but every so often i get these manic episodes, or even mixed episodes.
But its never the same, like sometimes i will have several manic episodes in a day or in a week and other times i'll only have one manic episode in two weeks....
Does this sound like im bipolar to you....cos i rly dnt no?! :confused:
And any advice about what you think i should do would be appreciated.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox
If any1 wants to tlk u can private message me :)