goodbye everyone

[dead]

goodbye everyone im going to end it tomorrow night

[2D]

Connor no. Please don't.

[dead]

im sorry i just dont see a point in living anymore

[2D]

Well find one. Make one.

[dead]

how?

[2D]

You have to find out on your own. Mine was to become all i could be and to further my education. But now it's reaching my goal of walking across America.

[Tiberius]

TWPR :arrow: Depression

[Aves]

Connor, don't do it. I know there are people who care about you, and I know that if you get through the depression, it will get better. When exactly, I'm not sure. But I know for a fact it's better than death.

[Appleton]

Connor - I do not know you ok. but if u see my signature u will know that i tried what ur thinking about. Please do not do this - I tried mine because of being severely sexually abused. I AM glad i survived. Life does get better. Please - if you need to talk im sending my cell n IM info to u in a pm

please reconsider this. talk to me. talk to someone. i KNOW what you're going through and I know what you're feeling!

Please talk to me. I will listen. I do care. I care cuz I know!

[Patchy]

Connor, Chris is right...We care about you...I don't know you that well however I'm here to help you battle this.

Please listen to everyone giving you advice.

[nick]

Connor I dont really know you either, but please dont do this. Theres so much life left to look forward to, who knows what the future might bring. Please dont turn your back on that and cause so much pain to everyone that knows and loves you.

[TigerLily]

No.
Things do get better. One day you'll be so unbelievably happy you didn't do this, you'll be so happy you didn't throw it all away.
There's so much ahead of you, your future is whatever you choose to make of it.
It can be bloody awesome, you can live out your dreams and do those things you always wanted but never thought you would. You can find the peace you are missing now, and things will get better.
They won't if you don't let them though, not if you end it now.
Not if you give up on what could be truly amazing...
Please don't Connor.
I know you don't know me, but if you ever want to talk, I'm here anytime.

[Shenron]

Connor,
Everyone else who has responded is right. WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU!!! You are loved. Like Chris (Appleton) (Ironic I know, my name is Chris as well) I have attempted what you are considering, not once, not twice, but three times. I understand what you are going through and I can empathize for you. I want to help, but you must open the door and let me in. You desperately need to talk to someone, if not me or someone else on this forum, one of your close friends. Please reconsider this, it's not worth it, and you will be happy you didn't do it.

If you want to talk, pm me. :)

[NightFighter]

Please dont do it Connor. You dont really want to go through with this do you.
Human instinct is telling you to keep strong. I dont know whats been going on in your life but you can defeat everything and become happy and healthy in the future.
One day the day will come and you will be overjoyed that you are still alive. You will be proud of yourself. You will have been victorious. One day you will be able to say that you were once at the darkest moment of life but you won. You are alive. And you are proud. No achievement is greater than staying strong when all you want to do is die.
Please Connor. People love you. People care. You may not believe me but everyone is loved.

Connor you are stronger than you think. You are alive right now. No doubt you have been through awful times in your life but you won. You got through them. And you can get through it this time. Believe you can.

I'd like to recommend a book to you. Its called 'Veronika decides to die' by Paulo Coelho. Please read it. It will change your whole outlook on life for the better. Give it a chance. Give yourself a chance.

We are all here for you on VT. We care and we will speak to you and support you whenever you need us. And you will be there for us. Please.

Connor, i'll pray for you.
I pray you will see sense and fight the temptation.
You can fight.

[MysticalBurrito]

Connor...Please don't....NightFighter is right...It's not worth dieing...
I know I already talked to you last night but I just wanted you to know that they love you, Hunter, Liberty, and I love you also...

[Discomposure]

Connor, we've spoke about this, I thought you said you would give it a chance, fight it. I know you can, don't do anything stupid please, I'll PM you.

[The Batman]

I don't know you are your situation but if you're going to kill yourself I hope it's for a damn good reason. When life gets bad and depressing you don't just end it, you try everything you can to get yourself out of that spot. You need to get up and find away out of this situation and these feelings instead of just trying to take the easy way out. Get out and go get some professional help and if your friends or family won't help then go to a teacher and tell them how you feel. It's not going to help to just come on here and tell us your problems because we can only do so much from the internet.

[dead]

I didnt realize this many people would actually care about me, im thinking about it at the moment, i just feel like if i do it, ill effect some close friends, but then again i want it so badly

[nick]

Think about those friends, how would they be? Upset, seriously upset, completely fucked up? Don't do that to them, and dont turn your back on the chance of hapiness in the future. We'll be in the ground long enough, dont hurry to get there.

[NightFighter]

Suicide has a copy cat effect. If people know of someone who has commited suicide then they are more likely to attempt it too. Save your loved ones by saving yourself. They dont deserve it, and neither do you.

Listen to the song 'Rise Above This' by Seether.
Heres the link-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NO2nqcN3EGg

Watch the video. See the family members falling as the boy falls.
You must stay strong. Make it through this night and you will be able to make through every other night.

We all care.

[Ryhanna]

oh my. No, please don't. Read my signature, I talked a friend out of it once, he's a LOT happier now. Things will get better, think of everyone you know. They would be devastated if you did this - please understand that ALL life is worth living and if you took your own life ... just, think about what you'd miss out on - some of the best things in the world! Go and speak to someone ok. people dont want to say goodbye to you. They want you to stick around.

[dead]

well im waiting till thursday to think about it. :/

[YesterdaysNews]

Connor, please don't.
I love you and I know things will get better, you just have to stay strong and I know you can.
I'm always here if you need me, you can PM or MSN or I can give you my number and you can text me because I really don't want to lose you.
I know you can beat this.
<3

[Kahn]

Connor... This is coming from my heart because I am depressed as well.

Do not commit suicide. It is a terrible thing to do. Imagine what you will do if you actually do this. Your parents would be depressed and the world is no better with one person gone. You can always pull through this there is no reason to look at life like negatively. I am one of you. I am sad, depressed, lonely but there is no reason to do this. People love you on here, people love you where ever you will end up. You just have to pull through it. Set a goal. Please hear me out, this is a serious thing. You can't just play around with it in your head because once you do it.. there is no coming back. People don't think of it like that. They just act. Which isn't good. I spent a whole summer worried that I would commit suicide. I didn't because I know you have to live life to the fullest and just pull through everything.

I miss my brothers terribly and trust me I cry everyday. I think about it. "Why don't I just end it" but then I think. "Because I am too good to end it". There is no reason. I will see them sooner or later. I just have to pull through this day. Get past this obstical. I can and I will. I plan on attending Counseling and seeing a therapist if possible. I cannot wait to actually enjoy being alone for once.

If you need to talk ever I am ready and willing. Please send one message. Don't do this. It is a bad bad thing to do.

Love,
Adam

[Aves]

Don't do it Connor. People care for you, whether you know it. Death is irreversible, but mistakes aren't. You can fix your mistakes, ALL OF THEM! But death is the one exception. If you kill yourself, I know right before you're dead, you will have regretted killing yourself. Do us all a favor and don't.

I hope your decision is a wise one.

[VeniVidiVici]

Ok, even though i do not know you and i probably will never know you, i will not let this happen. to much unappreciated talent has gone to waste before there is time to fully appreciate it. Even though you cannot see the point in life, you have no reason to end it. You are a teenager, you have 60-70 years ahead of you. Most of the depression you are feeling now is because of school, egos, stereotypes and fighting with the parents, but trust me you do grow out of it. Find the source of your pain, be it stress, a job, an asshole friend whatever, and cut them out of your life.

Your 14, so i am assuming grade 9. I went through all of this in grade 10, and i actually went through with self harm... it is not anything amazing, it does not make you feel better, but it made me do one thing, WAKE UP. trust me my friend... you do not need to end life, you need to re-evaluate it... figure out what is causing you the pain and deal with it, tell it to f*ck off and then take a deep breathe, enjoy the day, Carpe Diem

just remember,
It is only after the Hardest of Times that the Best of Times can Begin

PM me if you wanna talk

PS: why do you think my name is Veni Vidi Vici? - translates to I came, I saw, I conquered...

[Ryhanna]

Connor. Tell me, is there a reason your so depresed? because if there is we can sought it out over vt. Killing yourself isnt the answer, buddy. Your only young, you have got SOOOOO much left to do in the world, everyone is here for a reason, everything happens for a reason. and your still here so your time isnt over yet. Trust me, thing DO happen for areaon and stuff like depression makes you a better and stronger person.

[dead]

Theres lots of reasons that im depressed(family,stress, emotional stuff,abuse,school,friends). but ive made up my mind.

[Patchy]

Theres lots of reasons that im depressed(family,stress, emotional stuff,abuse,school,friends). but ive made up my mind.

Those things will get better, everyone goes through rough patches, there is light at the end of the tunnel...Things will get better!!

[Syvelocin]

Please don't. Please.
Everyone here is right. It will get better. I'm still in that period right now when I feel the worst, but from experience I notice a pattern. Back in fourth grade, I had a spell of depression for two years, but it got better. I was happy as ever for sixth and seventh. Then it came back in eighth, but I remember that time of my life, when the clouds cleared for a while. School trip summer after fifth, to Quebec. Loads of fun, and I just remember that, with how happy I was. And for me, there's that little bit of hope that this will go away again for a period of time, and I can at least get through my life that way.
I've been there. I'm manic depressive, everything sets me off, and when I'm not upset as hell I'm depressed. And that night before I got help, I had that thought. The glimmer of suicide rising to the surface. It scared me.
Now, while I feel like the hospitalization screwed me over, I got to talk to others like me. And that changed me in a way, to know how many people are living the same way I am. And if all those people killed themselves because of the same thing I was going through, well, there would be a drastic drop in population and even more than who would be lost, who would be scarred beyond redemption for losing that person.
And the same thing would happen if you did. The people you care about, they will have a tough time. A part of them won't get over it.
Talk to someone, everyone here is willing to. Many people do indeed know how you feel, and I want you to know that people love you, we all love you. And all of us on this forum would be a heck of a lot more depressed if you decided that way :(

[Hatsune Miku]

I know i don't know you, But please don't do this. I know you've heard this a million times but things WILL get better. There are so many things in life to look forward to.
Don't you want to have a family someday?
Witness the birth of you're child?
Watch you're child grow?
Experience the many wonders life has to offer?
I know things can be hard, but there's so much to live for. And don't think nobody will care. Because alot of people will miss you...

[dead]

I know i don't know you, But please don't do this. I know you've heard this a million times but things WILL get better. There are so many things in life to look forward to.
Don't you want to have a family someday?
Witness the birth of you're child?
Watch you're child grow?
Experience the many wonders life has to offer?
I know things can be hard, but there's so much to live for. And don't think nobody will care. Because alot of people will miss you...

no i dont want a family, no children, and everyday im living im making someone else's life worse, by stealing, graffiti, and showing my arms.

[Severus Snape]

I didnt realize this many people would actually care about me, im thinking about it at the moment, i just feel like if i do it, ill effect some close friends, but then again i want it so badly

My uncle killed himself and it was the worst thing that has ever happened to my family. We were devastated. If you do this the grief and misery it will cause will live on for longer than you can imagine. If you go through with this, you will lose everything and tear apart anyone who felt close to you.

Please don't do this. Don't be a statistic

[Appleton]

Theres lots of reasons that im depressed(family,stress, emotional stuff,abuse,school,friends). but ive made up my mind.

Connor - OK, I've sent you a couple PMs and you responded. I've got your cell and you have mine. I think it's time we talked some bud.

Listen, I know everything you are going through and I know a lot of people on here do to. Maybe our family stress and emotional stuff and problems with school and friends are not exactly like yours but we all have them.

As far as the abuse goes, that's what drove me over the edge and caused me to make my attempt. Connor, only a very select few on here know what all my abuse consisted of, but it was bad. It was sexual and it was indescribable what happened to me. I hurt so bad inside because of it.

With all that said Connor, I can't begin to tell you how happy and glad I am that I didn't succeed. I know now that what I tried to do was not the way out. It didn't solve anything. And it won't for you either.

What you can do is get some resolve and decide that you're not going to take the easy way out. Decide right now, tonight, that you will survive this time in your life. Man - I know that right now it doesn't look like it's going to get better - I felt that way! I know!

But I do have the advantage of knowing what you don't know. I have the advantage of trying to kill myself and not succeeding and now being able to see that I was stronger than I thought I was. That I could and can do things I never thought I'd be able to. And that I can face these things that I never thought I'd be able to. It's not easy to face them, but what you get out of it and how it makes you a stronger and better person is worth it in the long run.

I can't beg you. I can't stop you and to be honest man, nobody else that's posted on this thread can either. You're the only one that can look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself that you have to and that you can overcome it. We can wish it for you, but only you can do it.

I don't know you man. But I'm guessing you're probably stronger than you think, hell, we all are. I'm not going to beg you Connor, you don't know me and I don't think that would mean anything to you. All I can do is tell you that I've been there and that I know from experience that it gets better.

I hope you'll trust me on this. Call me if you need to man. My cell's always on.

[Cinderandsmoke]

Connor I don't know you but I've been through and am still dealing with serious thoughts of suicide. If you ever need to talk to someone im here. Just the other day I had pills out ready to overdose but i stopped and I know their are really bad days that no one understands what it feels like to have so much pain. My philosophy is one day at a time. Sometimes one second at a time. I can't tell you life will get easier to deal with but you can't just end it on a whim. I know how it feels to think that your life affects no one but it does. If you ended up killing yourself I would feel bad.

[DarkWingedAngel]

Look man, I don't know you. But I have gone through the same thing many times, I have tried to commit suicide many times too, and im still trying to deal with stuff. but now im glad that I failed.


Now man if you ever want to talk
PM me and I will be more than happy to talk. we can work our way through this together.

[Viral Death]

I was just like you and believe me there are things to stay for! Like kids and everything!

[dead]

I have things in life I enjoy but there getting cut off by my mom.

[DrkZ90]

I have things in life I enjoy but there getting cut off by my mom.

like what? don't let her take away the things you enjoy if you can... neither she nor anyone has the right to do that... hold onto those things, I know for me it's pretty much all I have left...

[dead]

Graffiti and Stealing sadly which are both illegal. I like things that give me adrenaline but I dont get it easily.

[Severus Snape]

Graffiti and Stealing sadly which are both illegal. I like things that give me adrenaline but I dont get it easily.

What about getting a video game that let's you do that?

What about playing a sport?

Those might be able to give you the same rush

[NightFighter]

Roller coasters give most people an adrenaline rush.
You could always learn an extreme sport. :)

[Ryhanna]

Listen. Life is the MOST valuable and treasured thing in the whole universe. Nothing else comes close. If you took your life away youd be giving up something you've only just started having. You have NO idea how much you'd miss.

My friends friend killed himself and my friend was absolutley devasted. He wouldn't talk to me or any of his other friendsw for weeks and he was just so shocked and even worse he blamed himself for letting his friend die... even though there was no way he could have done anything. would you do this to your friends, family... even US?

Please man, we all care about you. We're all concerned and worried about you, we don't want you to do something that we all know you'd regret. Honestly, think about how many people think about suicide - lots. but everyone here has listed the reasons they havent gone through with it. Are you seeing a councellor? if so, keep going and maybe make another appointment and talk about this. We can't stop you from doing this to yourself, truthfully. But we can help you through it, it's not the way out.

[dead]

I have a therapist but im not going to tell him im suicidal.

[NightFighter]

Why not?
You have this luxury why not use it? Please, help yourself.
You need to do everything in your power to get suicide out of your mind.
Maybe your therapist can help!
Theres plenty of suicide helplines. Why not call one?
Sometimes its better just to speak to someone about it. You can hear their voice and hear how much they care. You have fought suicide for so long now. Why give up now?
You are strong. Please, dont commit suicide. Dont give up.

[dead]

If I tell him he'll put me in a hospital because he has to by law and I've been in to many hospitals. Ill do anything I can to avoid going back into one.

[Shenron]

If I tell him he'll put me in a hospital because he has to by law and I've been in to many hospitals. Ill do anything I can to avoid going back into one.

No, actually he has a contract of paitient-thereapist confedentiality. He isn't supposed to tell ANYONE. Because you are a minor, he can tell your parents, but he can't admit you into ANY hospital period. I still think you should tell him, but before you tell him say "I have something I really think I should tell you, but I want you to promise me that we will have FULL confedentiality. If you can't promise that, then I don't need to tell you." If he agrees then tell him, if not then let me know and I will try to think of something else. Besides, personally I would rather be in a hospital than dead. He is there to help you, and if he thinks you need to go to a hospital then maybe you should.

[Severus Snape]

If you have a half decent therapist he already knows you are suicidal

[dead]

I guess I dont have the right therapist for me, but I dont want a therapist anyway so whats the point of getting a new one?

[Severus Snape]

to get help man!

Life is just starting! It would be an awful shame to throw it all away! You've got so much potential

[dead]

You've got so much potential To do what destroy?

[Kahn]

No, and stop talking so negative. People here are trying to help but you turn them away. It isn't the right thing to do. I think you should go back and read they're posts again and think of the positives. Do it. It's the best thing to do because we all care about you.

[cherry_boi]

hrmm

i don't kno you

but i fail to believe the world can profit from someone's death...

think of how many people's lived u've influenced and not known about it?

nobody is worthless, everyone has a lifelong purpose

ending ur life pre-maturely wud be such a waste of a person with soo much potential to do good things, love and be loved

there is always a point to our suffering, even if it's as simple as to help someone else through their hard times somewhere down the road

you would throw away soo many opportunities, so many wonderful experiences....

[Ryhanna]

I guess I dont have the right therapist for me, but I dont want a therapist anyway so whats the point of getting a new one?

Its not a matter of WANTING one, man you NEED one! if your suicidal then you need help to pull you through to the light at end of the tunnel. Please stop being so negative towards yourself AND us. We're trying to help you but you keep putting yourself down. Your NOT worhtless and you can be anything you want to be, any sort of person

[dead]

alright ill try to be more optimistic, but the only way I see myself getting through this time im having is gojng back to my old habits[graffiti,stealing,hanging out with friends], do you guys think I should just go back to them?

[Kahn]

Well... Graffiti is illegal and so is stealing. Maybe trying being a real artist. Popart? Idk. Stealing?... I don't have a solution for that. Go back to hanging out with friends.

[dead]

thats what my friends do plus drugs.

[DrkZ90]

cut those friends out, you don't need them if that's all they do...

Change graffiti for art, express yourself in a legal way, buy some paint equipment and starting working on your art!

What do you like about stealing? you only harm other people and they work... if it's for the adrenaline, try sports or videogames, they should help with that... plus, you'd get worthy friends too...

[dead]

but those are the only friends I have?

[FallenAngel]

Theres lots of reasons that im depressed(family,stress, emotional stuff,abuse,school,friends). but ive made up my mind.

Hey, i dnt know u, but plz dont do it!!
I also suffer from depression as well as many other problems, and i even attempted suicide when i was 15.
Many things triggered my depression; family issues, my parents divorce, my anxiety disorder, emotional problems, stress, friends, school etc....
I still suffer and i am still considering suicide myself.... but im trying so hard to not to do it at the moment.
Ive witnessed so many horrible things in my life, that i find it impossible to consider that anything good will ever happen to me!! I can relate to what you're feeling, ive been there.
And even tho im still suffering at the moment, im glad im still alive.
Things will get better in your life, you just have to believe that they will. And think about everyone who cares about you, dont put them through all the hurt and pain.

If you ever wna talk then u can always pm me. Im always here for anyone who is suffering like i am.
I'll send you my phone number on a private message and you can text or ring me anytime u wanna talk.

[Ryhanna]

but those are the only friends I have?

So go out and make new ones! these friends you have sound like their pulling you down! you don't need them, make new, better friends who CARE about you!

[dead]

idk how to make new friends.

[Rainstorm]

Connor, don't do it. If you do this,it won't just take you're life. You're friends, and much of your family, can and probably will become emotionally distraught, simply because you're keeping all of this in.

Go and talk to you're therapist or counselor. They can help you, have you see a doctor than proscribe medicine for your depression, and help you get through it. You're 14, and have an entire life ahead of you. Don't throw it all away now.

[dead]

a doctor than proscribe medicine for your depression, and help you get through it.

I already take antidepressants

[Rainstorm]

I already take antidepressants

Still, you need to talk to someone. Tell them that you are feeling suicidal.

[dead]

I dont trust most people

[Rainstorm]

I dont trust most people


You need to trust your therapist. He is there to help you, and if you don't want him to tell, he won't. Unless it affects others in the process

[dead]

I am never going tell a therapist the truth.

[Ryhanna]

but its their job to know the truth!

[1_21Guns]

Connor, you've probably spoken to me on one of my posts, but anyway.
don't. whatever you are going through, its never worth your life.
We all care, and we'd all miss you if you did, so don't think we wont.
Your much better than death, don't let it trick you into believeing its for the best - it isn't. Your worth much more than that.
Don't do it.

-Natalie.

[dead]

but its their job to know the truth!

I know but for some reason I feel like I cant trust them and if I cant trust them I wont tell them.

[Ryhanna]

Listen man, one of the most awesomest people in the world once said 'it's amazing how much you influence a persons life without even knowing it' that person is famous now and he's influenced me dramatically and Ive never even spoken to him. If someone ive never met has influenced me that much imagine how much you've influenced anyone you've ever met.

[2D]

Name someone you trust.

[FallenAngel]

I know but for some reason I feel like I cant trust them and if I cant trust them I wont tell them.

ye i know exactly wot u mean. I find it very hard to trust any1 these days. Especially ppl like doctors, counselors, therapists etc....
I always think that they're gna tell someone what ive told them or that they're going to put me in hospital because of my depression.

But tbh, u rly need to trust ur theraspist, especially if ur feeling like this.... i know its sooo hard. I can rarely force myself to trust someone, but ive had to do it several times because my depression had gotten so bad, and thts y u need to do it, or at least consider talking to ur therapist.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

"No one talks to him about how he lives,
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his,
Doesn’t know he’s a leader with the way he behaves,
And others will follow the choices he’s made,
He lives on the edge, he’s old enough to decide,
His brother who wants to be him is just nine,
He can do what he wants because it’s his right,
The choices he makes change a nine-year-old's life..."

Any choice you make will change someone elses.
I have year old cuts up and down my arms. It gets better.

"Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on "

Nothing I say or anyone else says will truely make you change your mind. All we can do is make you think. Think about all that there is to life. I began learning to sing when I wanted to kill myself. If I got the urge I'd sing Hero by Superchic[k]. Hold On - Good Charlotte and Supernatural by Flyleaf.
It gets alot better, never doubt that.

[Appleton]

hey connor
i'm glad you been texting me. i know its been hard bud but u can do this. just keep hangin in there n keep talking to me.

i do care about ya and what happens to you. i hope u know that by now.

like i said man, one day at a time. i'm always here for you. don't stop trying. some days will be good n some days will be crap. just keep goin forward ok?

i love ya bro. i'm here for ya. anytime.

[Triceratops]

I understand you're feeling your worst, but at least attempt to make an effort instead of this self-pitying behaviour you choose to endure.

You need to force yourself to confess to your therapist, because if you don't things will never get better for you.
Your choice.

[dead]

I understand you're feeling your worst, but at least attempt to make an effort instead of this self-pitying behaviour you choose to endure.

You need to force yourself to confess to your therapist, because if you don't things will never get better for you.
Your choice.

Ok ill make a effort to tell my therapist
Name someone you trust.
Tim(my step-brother), Karina(friend).

[dead]

Today School made me feel more suicidal because I got into a fight and emily said in reply to me "you're the one whose weak, you cut yourself",then I texted her this later during a couple classes later "You know that comment in 3 period really hurt me", she replied "I dont care" then I replied "Wow thanks, fuck you, I hope you one day get abused, lonely, and hated so you can understand how I feel", then she said "Oh wow. I used to cut myself too unless you forgot. you laughed at me back then. But I stoped being a baby and grew up, and dealt with shit. So just fuck off and leave me alone"

[nick]

Sorry that you've had a bad day Connor, but you will have to accept that not everyone is going to be kind or sympathetic, or not all the time anyway. Try to avoid the fights because lets face it we all tend to get bitchy in that sort of fight. Try not to take it to heart so much.

[dead]

Yeah ill try not to let it get to me its just that I that ex-friend use to be the only person I trusted and know I just got stabbed in the back by her and I cant avoid her because she's in all my classes except one.

I think I might just do graffiti alot more often to cope with my issues and if that works all ill have to fix is my huge problem with self-harming

alright tonight im sneaking out to relive some stress with my friend also to express my feelings it may not be the right way but frankly when im just a ticking time bomb I dont care. also the cutting issue is getting out of control if been doing it all night on and off and I cant stop right now.

Fuck it tonights the night.

Do not create multiple posts. If you wish to add anything, use the edit button on your previous post instead. ~Pandora.

[FallenAngel]

Plz don't do anything stupid. Just calm down, and think about what everyone on this post has said to you. Its all true.
Im not gna lie, i thought about commiting suicide tonight... i even wrote a post on it... and still thinkin about it right now..... but im trying to sort things out....ive even self harmed a lot 2nite.... but plz just try to calm down and if u wanna tlk about anythin, u can pm me or txt me.

[Ryhanna]

Thing WILL get better for you, you know. And you'll come out the other end a stronger person because of it. This is a lot easier said than done, i know, but just try to stay positive and do something to take you mind off these issues. And if you havent already - do see your therapist and tell him as it can help to openly talk about your feelings. I myself have never dealt with depression but I have dealt with something similar, and trust me: you'd regret doing anything stupid. Keep smiling, it's the best emotion in the world happiness, try and get there, your a strong person and you CAN get thru it

I saw what you wrote on the shout and board. Please don't! just hang on! please! There IS light at the end of the tunnel, if you do it you'll miss out on sooo much! Life has just began, dont end it yet!

[Appleton]

Connor - I sent ya a couple texts yesterday. how u doing man? dont stop talkin to me ok? i wanna know how things r going. text me! dont make me come over there. :)

hang in there bud. i'm here for you.