Please help me

[Kahn]

Deleted for personal reasons.

[nick]

Adam, I dont want to seem to be nosey or to be prying, but really it seems a big question as to why your dad wont let you live with them?

[Kahn]

Because I live with my mom. He says Im not his son anymore and said that "I am not allowed to go back to this house ever again!" So I can't go back there and now I am stuck in Ohio, unhappy and alone. My Mom works and I only see her for about 4 hours of the day. My life sucks and is just seems to be empty.

[TheKingDavis]

Well, if "dad" is being an ass... it seems maybe its time to step up to the plate and become the man of your own family.

I agree it is key to have older male guidance in your life, maybe try to find some straight edge older friends?

[nick]

Thats tough. I'm guessing there must be some history to this, did you have a choice which parent to stay with when they split up or did they just decide without asking you?

[Kahn]

I had a choice and my Dad would always talk about my Mom negatively and I couldn't take it because I knew he was lieing. Now I am depressed in a place that I didn't want to end up in and I don't know why I am still living. I just want to give up.

[nick]

I had a choice and my Dad would always talk about my Mom negatively and I couldn't take it because I knew he was lieing. Now I am depressed in a place that I didn't want to end up in and I don't know why I am still living. I just want to give up.
Dont give up, you're having to live with the consequences of other people's crap. Its not your fault and not your choice to have to deal with this. This may be a bad phase in your life but thats all. How do you see your future, do you want to have your own wife and kids? If you want that it will happen. There will be plenty of good times in the future.

My parents split up a few years back, I know what this is like and it resulted in me & my sisters getting split up because basically we didnt all side with the same parent. I'm going to to pm you my IM details, if you want to talk more by pm on here or by IM then please do.

[Kahn]

I can't stop looking at pictures of my old town and my brothers college. It's making me really sad in the middle of school but if I don't look at it I feel like I'm going to puke.. Is that a problem?

[Soccerkix]

u should try talking to your oldest brother. if he is in college he is old enough to visit you, bring your other bros too and maybe also try to talk to your dad. your dad is taking out angry feelings he has on you, so he sounds like he isnt really much of a dad right now, probably not to your other brothers either even if they do live there.

our parents r divorced too so if u need to talk pm dude

[TomBaseball]

Dude,

When my family moved a couple of years ago I was depressed too. I just felt like crying all the time. One day I walked into the school counselor's office and sat there crying. Finally, we talked and I really felt better. She kind of kept watch over me without anyone knowing the rest of the school year. She encouraged me to make friends and go back to playing baseball.

Think about going into the school counselor. Just don't give up!

[Lily of the Valley]

You don't need an older brother. Your life won't end just because you have younger siblings instead of older ones to be with, I assure you.

~Maggot

[MacMilker]

dont worry... there are a myriad of ways to stay in touch with your sibling, im sure they have an email or aim. if u dont know it call them. it might be awkward but once you get comfortable with them its the next best thing, besides doing things with them. go to a guidance counselor, they are great and are trained to handle things like this. and if you feel like crying cry! it really helps. my brother and I fought allll the time when we were home together, hes been in college for a while and its really sad when he comes home to visit and then goes back, but it goes away, you dont need an older brother, and I know alot of kids who wish they had one. siblings dont always get along so you cant think once you live with them everything is gonna be fine