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PaperFacesOnParade
October 18th, 2009, 09:28 AM
Around year 7 or 8, (I'm in year 10 now) I stopped eating entirely. I wanted control over my body... it went on like that for a few months when my parents really got worried, and I just said I was stressed because of school and forced myself to eat again. But lately, it feels like everyone is trying to control my life... I never stopped myself eating because I thought I was fat, I just wanted some way to control my self, to have some power over my own body for once. And now I think it is happening again. I love my mum, but I don't think I can talk to her about this...
help?

Triceratops
October 18th, 2009, 10:12 AM
If you love your mum, you will do whatever it takes to get better.
I suggest you confide in another close friend, family member, school counselor or even seeking a psychologist's help. Firstly, discussing the matter and letting things out can be very therapeutic and will offer all the support and help they possibly can give you.

If there's something troubling you in your life, you need to get to the bottom of the problem and work out a solution. Once that's been solved, you may not feel that need to long for this control over yourself.

PaperFacesOnParade
October 18th, 2009, 12:51 PM
If you love your mum, you will do whatever it takes to get better.
I suggest you confide in another close friend, family member, school counselor or even seeking a psychologist's help. Firstly, discussing the matter and letting things out can be very therapeutic and will offer all the support and help they possibly can give you.

If there's something troubling you in your life, you need to get to the bottom of the problem and work out a solution. Once that's been solved, you may not feel that need to long for this control over yourself.

Thank you! I have talked to my friend, I even found just writing everything down on here helps me!

I'm going to try and sort everything out, and smooth out any flaws with friendships etc. etc.

<3

Triceratops
October 18th, 2009, 01:05 PM
No problem. :)
I'm really glad to hear this.
I wish you the best of luck with everything. <3

PlipPlopRainDrop
October 18th, 2009, 01:06 PM
Nuuuu!
You have to eat! :| as if you're not already small enough, you'll.. you'll, like, shrink and shrivel up and turn into a prune. AND PRUNES ARE HORRIBLE. I WOULD NEVER BEFRIEND A PRUNE- cos I am shallow.

When I used to hang around with Jade, she used to go 'OOhhh.. I'm fat' and I was like 'WHAT THE HELL? You're so small.' and that made me feel fat, so I stopped having my injections, cos you loose weight by doing that, cos your body flushes all the liquid out of your body, and just had a milkshake for dinner :/ I did it for about a year, before realising that it was stupid, and I saw this thing on TV, of this girl who didn't eat and went blind, so it turned it around.

I hope you liked my essay of shit.


I will force you to eat anyway. 'Cos none of my friends are gonna starve themselves, fool.

PaperFacesOnParade
October 18th, 2009, 01:08 PM
Lucy. Please. STOP MAKING ME LAUGH SO HARD!
mm, well I hate prunes too. and dates.
I think Jade mentioned something like that.
and if you skip your injections again... I may have to murder you!
<3