oh whats the point anymore.

[1_21Guns]

Am i seriously only here to mop up everyone elses mess that they leave behind?
To be cried to when nothing goes right?
Is that seriously all i'm here for? Because it sure as hell feels like it.
Just a 14 year old alcoholic with a million and one problems, 99% of which are kept to herself.
Who the hell am I to tell people whats wrong and right?
Who am I full stop.?
Because I honestly don't know anymore.
It feels like i'm someone else, that I died 6 years ago, and this mess is what I was replaced with.
Why has my only vent been snatched from me, sure it was partially my fault. But didn't i make it obvious enough that I didnt want you anywhere near here. My only release. My only chance of getting the answers I could of killed for years ago.
Sure. Your going to read this. But i'm past caring.
Why am I playing the 'live a lie' game again. I don't want two lives all over again.
Why don't i EVER listen to myself?
why.why.why.

yeah you dont have to reply. theres fuck all to reply to. just needed a vent before I actually went mental. And thats not the half of it.

[Discomposure]

Of course your not only here for people to cry to, and tell their problems to. All that means is you must be very approachable, and people must trust you, and think your the one who can help them.

I'm so sorry you feel this way at the moment, I don't know whats happened in your past, so I can't really say much. I can let you know that I'm here if you ever want to talk, I know I'm only virtual and we don't know each other but I can be here for you to vent to. For me, it helps being able to talk to people that I don't fully know.

I hope your okay, and please PM me anytime. I'll reply as soon as I can, usually as soon as I read them.

Take care <3

[Lost and Confused1]

Your so strong Natalie, keep your head up girl.

Just let your friends know that you are not in a state to be helping them, or possibly consider talking to a therapist or something about how your feeling. Sometimes they do help!

I'm so sorry that you feel like this, but trust me, your not alone. Stay strong, and take one step at a time, if you fall, get right back up!!

PM me if you need to talk about anything

Brittany

[PaperFacesOnParade]

Natalie, please if this was pointed at me, please know I don't read your posts. I only read this because the latest post was by someone else, so then I thought it was by them... =/ And don't forget I am here for you.

[1_21Guns]

Of course your not only here for people to cry to, and tell their problems to. All that means is you must be very approachable, and people must trust you, and think your the one who can help them.

I'm so sorry you feel this way at the moment, I don't know whats happened in your past, so I can't really say much. I can let you know that I'm here if you ever want to talk, I know I'm only virtual and we don't know each other but I can be here for you to vent to. For me, it helps being able to talk to people that I don't fully know.

I hope your okay, and please PM me anytime. I'll reply as soon as I can, usually as soon as I read them.

Take care <3

Thanks. I know. Just felt like it I guess.

Your so strong Natalie, keep your head up girl.

Just let your friends know that you are not in a state to be helping them, or possibly consider talking to a therapist or something about how your feeling. Sometimes they do help!

I'm so sorry that you feel like this, but trust me, your not alone. Stay strong, and take one step at a time, if you fall, get right back up!!

PM me if you need to talk about anything

Brittany

Thanks, and I know I'm not alone. I should seriously know that all too well by now,

Natalie, please if this was pointed at me, please know I don't read your posts. I only read this because the latest post was by someone else, so then I thought it was by them... =/ And don't forget I am here for you.

Thats not the point Lucy. The point is how many times is this going to happen? I told you straight in art you had no business on here. I have no right to stop you, at all. Do as you please. But realise how much it upset me when I saw your friend request, and how much it still upsets me to see you around here. As the post said, it feels like my only vent has been snatched. I now have to watch what I post, just because things like this happen. I trust that you don't read them on purpose, but what if you read something you don't like. I'm not in the mood to fall out with you Lucy, but seriously. Didn't it cross your mind it might just upset me by you being on here?

[PaperFacesOnParade]

Yes, but what if I need somewhere to vent? I know nowhere else on the internet, everyone knows my dA, everyone knows my yahoo answers, everyone knows every site I go on... yes it did cross my mind, but haven't you thought that maybe I have problems too...?
I purposely don't read your posts, because I know there is stuff you probably don't want me to see, can't we just leave it at that? I have as much right to be on here as you do. I don't see you shouting at Katie at Sam (and if you do, then fair enough)

P.S. where do we go up to on our English homework? ._.

[1_21Guns]

Yes, but what if I need somewhere to vent? I know nowhere else on the internet, everyone knows my dA, everyone knows my yahoo answers, everyone knows every site I go on... yes it did cross my mind, but haven't you thought that maybe I have problems too...?
I purposely don't read your posts, because I know there is stuff you probably don't want me to see, can't we just leave it at that? I have as much right to be on here as you do. I don't see you shouting at Katie at Sam (and if you do, then fair enough)

Theres thousands of sites like this Lucy. You went on it because you saw I did. I know you have problems too, and you said yourself you have as much right to be on here as I do. Its my fault your on here. Oh. and everyone knows your dA because you show it everyone. After posting it on f/b, what do you expect? Pfft. Just leave it, your not finding anywhere else, so fine, i will.

P.S. where do we go up to on our English homework? ._.

and idk. i dont listen. where we did in class.

[PaperFacesOnParade]

I didn't show everyone. People asked. I meant people such as Erin, Lucy, Haley, Freya, Tom, Rachel, Arnie, Joy etc. etc.
and if there are thousands of sites like this, I can't find them. My primary reason for coming on here was to help people anyway.

and it finished as 'dramatize shameful condition'

[1_21Guns]

I didn't show everyone. People asked. I meant people such as Erin, Lucy, Haley, Freya, Tom, Rachel, Arnie, Joy etc. etc.
and if there are thousands of sites like this, I can't find them. My primary reason for coming on here was to help people anyway.

and it finished as 'dramatize shameful condition'

whatever. i came across a couple tbh. Chose this one because it seemed the friendliest. But w/e. I cant stop you. Just wish I hadn't of gone on it that time. then we wouldnt even be having this conversation. Sorry i'm haveing a go at you for dropping myself in it then crying everytime I saw your username.

and dunno. beyond me. ima ask someone later when i process the thought of doing it.

[Triceratops]

I have merged each double post made by each participating member in this thread.
Double posting isn't allowed, if you wish to add to your previous post then you should EDIT it.

Also, keep conversations at a minimum. There is a PM system for a reason.

Thanks.
~Pandora.

[1_21Guns]

I have merged each double post made by each participating member in this thread.
Double posting isn't allowed, if you wish to add to your previous post then you should EDIT it.

Also, keep conversations at a minimum. There is a PM system for a reason.

Thanks.
~Pandora.

Sorry Pandora. I noticed the double posting. Then forgot it wasn't allowed.
And sorry again for the conversation.

[Triceratops]

It's fine, no worries. :)