bee106
October 12th, 2009, 03:44 PM
okay, i don't exactly know if it's me or my friends that have changed. i don't seem to like them anymore, and seeking out new ones is hard when there's only 40 kids in your grade you see all day.
over the summer, i was away alot and i barely got to see them. but instead of being happy to see them, i can't seem to stand them lately and it's bugging me. i feel like i'm pushing them away when i really really do want friends to talk to and tell my problems and my worries but i feel like they won't get it. i feel like somehow i'm better than them and that's not the way i am. i used to be upbeat and happy but now i'm quiet and resereved. i often feel like i need to get away from them and i hate it.
any ideas?
over the summer, i was away alot and i barely got to see them. but instead of being happy to see them, i can't seem to stand them lately and it's bugging me. i feel like i'm pushing them away when i really really do want friends to talk to and tell my problems and my worries but i feel like they won't get it. i feel like somehow i'm better than them and that's not the way i am. i used to be upbeat and happy but now i'm quiet and resereved. i often feel like i need to get away from them and i hate it.
any ideas?