Am I insane?

[CarlSagan]

I try to be a nice person, and I normally succeed at that. But the more I try to be honest with myself the more I find what I'm actually thinking to be crazy.

For example when someone asks me a question I answer it. But in my mind I'm what I'm really thinking is:

"this person doesn't care about me why should I care about them. They don't deserve my knowledge. If they really deserved my knowledge they should study it like me. Their lives don't really matter anyway."

I also find myself constantly thinking nothing matters. It's like a game, and I can quit whenever I want (death). I manipulate people for fun. Nothing terrible though. For example I might pretend not to get a concept in school. Then have my teacher explain it to me, and finally show that I get the concept thanks to them when in truth I understood it all the time I was just messing with them.


Am I insane? Because that doesn't seem to match the norm.

[Stewart]

No, you are not insane, but you may have some issues with your thinking. If it's bothering you , you may want to go see a counselor to get this straightened out. Don't worry, it'll be okay! :)

[apryl]

No, I don't think you are insane.
It might help to talk about it with someone though

[nick]

No, not insane. I would think it fairly normal to have people ask questions and for you to feel why are they asking that, they're not really interested. I bet everone feels like that sometimes, I certainly do.

[drewlink99]

Ha! I get it!!
It is not right though...
I used to think the same way, I don't think it is being insane, I just thought I was an ass!
Well, just take in peoples feelings, and you should get some feeling yourself, like the feeling of being caught up in what you do to them, feel it genuinely, and you will not feel so "crazy"