describe your depression and vent here

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feel free to talk about it i made this thread while crying and wondering what others feel when there depressed

i feel worthless and like no one cares about me. i feel as if nothing i can do will change that it makes it feel as if something is eating me from the inside out it is enough emotional pain to wish i would pass out or die knowing that i'll go through it again and again it hurts my grades and makes me not care about that.

then i act as if im fine but i suffer on the inside it's a horrible feling

just for u guys to know i dont cut (strugling to not try it) and dont take medication recently found a song i like i dont exercise often- and rarely eat choclate so i dont have much anti depresents thinking about trying more besides music. :(

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[Blue63]

This is actually a good idea, an open, informal depression topic for us to blow of steam and just know that we're not alone, even though everyday it's like we are.

What am I good for? I'm just...here, no one really cares. Everything is so stressful, I feel as if I'm struggling just to make a scratch of a mark amongst those that "care about me." They don't care, I'm still all alone, just sitting here, knowing tomorrow I will have swallowed all this and put on a mask to get through the school day. I should be better than this, I used to be. Everyone has there thing, they're all so god damn perfect. I just sit here stewing in my failure. It's like I can do no good and struggle and fight for what comes second hand to them. What's supposed to be a fun, enjoyable teenage life is filled with hatred, anger, failure, depression...It's so not worth it.

[Art_dude]

Ditto to what Matt said - this is a great idea. Thanks for starting this thread!

Oh dysthymia.... how I HATE you soooo much. It was bad enough when a few years ago I had a major dark period of depression but now this 'step up' to a less severe sadness, is in fact often worse. Simple motivation to do simple things takes the motivation to climb mount everest. Picking up a small mess in my room, fixing a mistake on homework, getting up early takes everything inside myself to fix. I want to be happy again. I want to be able to function normally again....

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thank you guys i am thinking about writing a journal about my deppresion and use quotes from VT with permision of course

sry bought going off topic

sorry if this is double post :(