nothing has improved...

[kt2369]

solved.

[clone]

tough situation try finding someone who has a simeler problem and talk with them hope you can find someone that can help

[Hyper]

Nothing has improved for obvious reasons, if your going to lie and skip out on your treatment nothing can improve.

If you have fears about taking your pills tell them to your psychiatrist, psychologist

[NightFighter]

You need to help yourself. You seem to be doing things inorder to be miserable. I hope this is not true. Things will never imporove if you dont try to improve them.
You're not taking your meds and telling therapists everything is good when they really arent. Do you really want to become depressed and suicidal? Life is tough so do whatever you can to be happy and healthy. Be honest with people. If they dont even know how you are feeling then how are they supposed to help you?

Maybe your friend is hurting because they really like the person you hate. They might be trying to convince you to like them too. You must not hurt their friend though because that could mean the end of your friendship with your friend. Explain to your friend that you just dont like them but its ok for them to still be friends. You dont need to have the same friends.

I hope things work out for you.

[Shenron]

All of what has been said above is completely true. When you are prescribed pills, you should take them. The doctor knows ALOT more than you about what you should and should not do. It may seem weak to turn to pills but thats why we have therapists. Talk to your therapist about these things. If you don't then they cant help you.