MysticalBurrito
October 10th, 2009, 12:56 PM
I was free from it for a while...
Three days ago I stopped eating because lately I've been beginning to hate myself and my image a lot.
Last night I ate half a piece of fruit and half a slice of pizza afterwords I forced myself to purge again...And again...until my mouth was raw from acid :(
I've been dealing with it since I was 10...And I've been doing it on and off...If I eat it's under 500 calories a day and if I go over that I'll purge.
My parents don't know and I don't think anyone else really knows...
Now I can't even look at food, if I try to eat I just end up throwing it back up.
I can't tell my parents...I can't talk to any of my friends...
Three days ago I stopped eating because lately I've been beginning to hate myself and my image a lot.
Last night I ate half a piece of fruit and half a slice of pizza afterwords I forced myself to purge again...And again...until my mouth was raw from acid :(
I've been dealing with it since I was 10...And I've been doing it on and off...If I eat it's under 500 calories a day and if I go over that I'll purge.
My parents don't know and I don't think anyone else really knows...
Now I can't even look at food, if I try to eat I just end up throwing it back up.
I can't tell my parents...I can't talk to any of my friends...