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MysticalBurrito
October 10th, 2009, 12:56 PM
I was free from it for a while...
Three days ago I stopped eating because lately I've been beginning to hate myself and my image a lot.
Last night I ate half a piece of fruit and half a slice of pizza afterwords I forced myself to purge again...And again...until my mouth was raw from acid :(
I've been dealing with it since I was 10...And I've been doing it on and off...If I eat it's under 500 calories a day and if I go over that I'll purge.
My parents don't know and I don't think anyone else really knows...
Now I can't even look at food, if I try to eat I just end up throwing it back up.
I can't tell my parents...I can't talk to any of my friends...

Sunshine Girl
October 10th, 2009, 01:02 PM
Hun, you need to talk to someone. You don't want this to get any worse than it will. So please reach out. You know who, like counslers, family, friends, teachers.

/me huggles

/me huggles again.

Cloud
October 10th, 2009, 01:07 PM
okay now youve given us a list of stuff you cant do
im gonna say shut up and give you a list of stuff you have to do
TALK TO SOMEONE
talk to someone before you seriously fuck up your body
or do the stupid thing
and do nothing
let them all find out on their own when they have to admit you to hospital because yo havint been eating properly
or youve been bringing it back up

now youve been fighting it in silence for years now
and your still not over it?
clearly because YOU CANT DO IT ON YOUR OWN
so
only option
GET SOME ONE TO HELP YOU

Shenron
October 10th, 2009, 03:17 PM
That is definately not good for you. Your body needs fuel to function. I'm not sure if you do this because you think you are to heavy or not, but my point is: There are many people out there who are big. I am big, and I am happy with myself. People shouldn't see you for what you like like, but rather for who you are. The ones who judge you based on your looks are morons, they have no sense of love. Don't fret over what people think, just be yourself and tell those kind of people to fuck off :)

slayer085
October 11th, 2009, 10:48 PM
ya u should tell ur parents nd ask 2 go 2 the doctor 2 get tht checked out