1_21Guns
October 9th, 2009, 06:46 PM
my auntie has decided shes leaving my uncle, around the same time and the exact same way my mum left my dad. the same time, being around christmas. which means another ruined christmas. this must be the 4th year in a row now where its been epically ruined, although tears on christmas day are nothing new to me.
my auntie told my eldest cousin, who's 17, and is now not talking to her properly (can you blame him tbh) and she called him stupid to my mum =/
i have to listen to my mum and auntie slagging off my family like theres no tomorrow.
i wish my mum hadn't of told me, just kept it a secret away from me, left me to guess on my own, intead of making me dread next year, before i wanted to spent new years with friends if possible and family. now i want to spend it getting redic drunk so i can forget my life for a while.
if that isnt bad enough for me to deal with. theres friend problems everywhere i look, and its driving me insane. after thinking about my auntie and uncle all morning, arguing with myself on the way to school and then my friends moaning at me, i actually walked out of the dinner hall and yelled 'thats it, i'm done. i've had enough' and nearly lost it there and then.
then you get some stupid whore who's making quite a habit of glaring at my best friend. so shes upset all the time, i swear i've had enough now. my friends and family are just going crazy. i wish they'd all dissown me so i can go curl up in some dark corner and just fucking die =/
my auntie told my eldest cousin, who's 17, and is now not talking to her properly (can you blame him tbh) and she called him stupid to my mum =/
i have to listen to my mum and auntie slagging off my family like theres no tomorrow.
i wish my mum hadn't of told me, just kept it a secret away from me, left me to guess on my own, intead of making me dread next year, before i wanted to spent new years with friends if possible and family. now i want to spend it getting redic drunk so i can forget my life for a while.
if that isnt bad enough for me to deal with. theres friend problems everywhere i look, and its driving me insane. after thinking about my auntie and uncle all morning, arguing with myself on the way to school and then my friends moaning at me, i actually walked out of the dinner hall and yelled 'thats it, i'm done. i've had enough' and nearly lost it there and then.
then you get some stupid whore who's making quite a habit of glaring at my best friend. so shes upset all the time, i swear i've had enough now. my friends and family are just going crazy. i wish they'd all dissown me so i can go curl up in some dark corner and just fucking die =/