hmmm

[Gumleaf]

i'm being so stupid again. the one thing that can nearly always turn things around for me is gone for a week. she has only been gone for 2 hours and i already feel like crap. its like i have been expecting it. why can't i be normal? she made me promise i would do my best to stay happy and i have failed in minutes. i just wish i wasn't like this. i wish i was normal, a person who can accept rejection like a normal person, accept that life isn't like a bed of roses, accept that i have people who always care about me, and always know it. the way i am i can't understand how anyone would want anything to do with me. i just wish i wasn't such a burden on people. i wish things could be normal for me. i just wish i could stop this alone, worthless, useless and general bad feelings i have. because i'm starting to believe its all true again. i hate myself!!!

[Cloud]

the way i am i can't understand how anyone would want anything to do with me.
because your a great guy, you make people laugh
and your such a nice guy
you need to see in yourself how good you actually are

i just wish i wasn't such a burden on people.
Bullshirt...

i wish things could be normal for me. i just wish i could stop this alone, worthless, useless and general bad feelings i have. because i'm starting to believe its all true again. i hate myself!!!
Lets face it if things were normal that would jsut be fucking boring.
We cant dictate what goes on in your head
you jsut need to ignore all the things negative
focus on the high points in life and dont let the lows drag you down

[Shalom]

Believe in yourself! Don't hate yourself, i'm sure you are great person and no one can change that. Do what makes you happy, don't be sad get glad! Figure out things, fix them slowly and then be a happier person in general!

[theOperaGhost]

Stephen...You are not worthless. Believe me, everyone has these feelings at one point or another...you react to them differently than some, but they are normal. You're also not a burden to people. Don't hate yourself because there is absolutely no reason for hating yourself.