What to do?

[Discomposure]

I know your probably just going to think i'm pathetic and that I should get the help I need etc...

Here's the thing, i've been going to this place, it's a mental hospital. But I go as an outpatient, anyway i've been going from person to person obivously seeing who i'm happy to talk with etc. And i've seen a psychiatrist too, he didn't do much good. Anyway, my psychologist at the moment seems nice, I had a meeting to go just meet her and sort out the next few appointments with her last week, and now my appointments are weekly. So it's my first one with her tomorrow, but recently i've been feeling REALLY bad, I think i'm getting worse I just can't admit it to people, but anyway I just always want to be alone at the moment, i don't want to tell them what i'm thinking, what keeps happening cos it all sounds stupid sooo... I think my mums forgot it's tomorrow and I know I need some help, and I will get it... I just don't feel like talking tomorrow, should I just go to school and forget about it? I was supposed to be staying off to go to it then going to school after...


I put this in the self-harm as I go to a psychologist for it. Sorry if it's in the wrong place, move it if needed :)

[Beautiful Obsession]

:(.. "amy";)
youu need to tell your psychologist everything, all your thoughts, or your going to get worse babe, i no its going to be hard but it has to be sorted!!
i know if anyone can do it its you, your really brave hun and you need to think about YOU for a change not anyone else, so screw everybody else if you think there gunna think your stupid (wich they WONT) it needs to be sorted!!

sorry about the crap reply cant type fingers are too cold:(

ly xx

[Shalom]

I read in your other thread you might want to become one? Or I could be incorrect. You need to fix these things, express your feelings get everything out in the blue. Recover from it then grow from it! You should work this out before you decide to take it on as a career.

[BlackenedSilver]

Things are going to get worse unless you talk about them, get to the root of the problem and then eventually solve the problem. So unless you tell your psychologist everything you are feeling and thinking then it is never going to get any better, which is the reason you go to see her. Even if you don't feel like talking tomorrow.. who's to say your going to feel like talking the next week, or the next week and it will just gradually get worse.
Tbh I think you might just be a little afraid of going, though that's just my assumption. Anyway, I hope you feel better and everything works out hun. :hug3: I'm always just a PM away if you need to talk.

[MadManWithaBox]

You can always hide, ignore your problems. Run away from them, like you're saying. But they'll always find you in the end. You need to stop trying to ignore how you're feeling, why you're sad, why you're miserable, why you're cutting, and talk about it. tommorow is an oppourtunity to do so, don't throw it away sweetie. If you sit down, and talk about it, even if it hurts, you'l always feel better in the long run. Pm me if you want