themanwhoneverwould
October 7th, 2009, 01:19 PM
So, here the story, i was pretty sure was Gay. Then the past week, which has been so stressful, i am more confused than ever. I mean, it took me a while
I have heard so many Homophobic comments, more than usual, and no one knows i felt gay, and, well it hurt.
I really do not know what to feel now, and nothing seems certain any more. Its only Wednesday, but it really feels like its should be Saturday!
I am just so so so confused at the moment its actually making me feel upset.
Its like, i am not really attracted to women any more than i was, i was a little bit, but men more. But now i don't feel as attracted to men, and its just so hard to describe, i really can not put how i feel down into words. it might be where i'm subconsciously trying to hide it from the comments people have made, i mean, i have even noticed comments being made from a teacher!
I have heard so many Homophobic comments, more than usual, and no one knows i felt gay, and, well it hurt.
I really do not know what to feel now, and nothing seems certain any more. Its only Wednesday, but it really feels like its should be Saturday!
I am just so so so confused at the moment its actually making me feel upset.
Its like, i am not really attracted to women any more than i was, i was a little bit, but men more. But now i don't feel as attracted to men, and its just so hard to describe, i really can not put how i feel down into words. it might be where i'm subconsciously trying to hide it from the comments people have made, i mean, i have even noticed comments being made from a teacher!