here we go... again.

[1_21Guns]

y'know. the title would be an epic keyboard slap i'm that stressed, but i'm guessing thats against the rules.

I knew today would be bad from the start, right from the second I managed to knock half my room over and got shouted at.
Then I get to school, play pretend all day then in ICT one of my best friends starts crying. Another is stressed over some pain in the arse whore, anothers being her usual self, and that lesson was just hell.
Then I had to walk home in the pouring rain, rain never helps much.
Then I get in, my mothers being her usual pain in the arse self, and is now coming up atleast every hour asking if i want something, I wish she'd just go away.
I've been comfort eating for about 2 weeks now. And I know exactly how it will end. I'll just suddenly epically drop the amount i eat to very little. I've been there before, and its making me feel worse.
Then theres the sharp objects in my room which are proving difficult to ignore.
Then theres a list of other things about a mile long, that I actually can't be bothered to sit here rambling on about. Sorry, I bet you're all sick of me moaning every 2 seconds. I know i'm sick of myself.

[Shenron]

I'm not exactly sure what you're asking. But I do have some advice.

Realize that everyone had bad days, and most people have bad weeks, some have bad months, and there are a few that have bad years. Then you have those who just have bad. I was one of those people, untill I learned to focus on the very few good things that happened to me. I found that I was withdrawing from everyone because of my depression, and I thought they were withdrawing from me.

As for the sharp objects, do not look at them, trash/hide them if you have to. Give them to your mother or something, just do NOT cut yourself, that is a habit you do not want to get in to. Please resist.

[Blue63]

Gah, don't you just hate days like that?

Vent, vent, then vent some more. If not to your friends, then to us.

It sounds like you need some isolation. Just to be alone for a while, sort things out in your own mind. No food, well maybe a little, no sharp objects, no intruding parents. Whether that means you go walk around somewhere, lay in your bed, sit in your closet, or whatever, I would try and just find some alone time with your head, and maybe some music. That's just me though, good luck!

[1_21Guns]

Gah, don't you just hate days like that?

Vent, vent, then vent some more. If not to your friends, then to us.

It sounds like you need some isolation. Just to be alone for a while, sort things out in your own mind. No food, well maybe a little, no sharp objects, no intruding parents. Whether that means you go walk around somewhere, lay in your bed, sit in your closet, or whatever, I would try and just find some alone time with your head, and maybe some music. That's just me though, good luck!

hm. maybe you're right. I might go for a walk over some hills that I live very near by, despite the fact my mother tells my not to. Theres nothing I can injure myself with up there.