Worried that I like things I shouldn't?

[PalindromicBob]

When surfing porn sites similar to the format of youtube I have unintentionally come across "actors" who look quite young or look of age but seem like they are being abused. Although technically the site has a legallity claim, I'm worried about it. Also, sometimes even if I suspect something is not right, but it is not clear if it is or not, I don't turn it off until I'm done masturbating. I'm worried this makes me twisted in some way. Is this just hormones or am I messed up? This is really tearing me up. Advice please, no spam? :confused:

I'm 15 and male, btw...

[Bougainvillea]

I think it's because when you're aroused, you don't really pay attention to things like that. But when you're clear minded it pops out at you.

[escape]

Well obviously you're just attracted to people who look as old as you. But I agree with Obsidian; when youre horny it doesnt matter WHAT you watch as long as theres nude girls(or guys for those bi/gay fellows)

[Fusion]

I think it's because when you're aroused, you don't really pay attention to things like that. But when you're clear minded it pops out at you.

This ^, a lot of guys can feel guilt after masturbating to something, as you know they are actors so they wouldn't be really getting hurt though some people like being hurt when having sexual intercourse (fetish)

[Hyper]

I don't think you need assurance or comfort but a fact

Whatever your fantasizing about when you reach orgasm affects your preference and mind - and yes you can use that to change your preference over a long period of time with discipline involved

[Art_dude]

Don't worry you're NOT twisted :)
Unfortunately there are a lot of sites out there that somehow get away with illegal teen porn (teens under 18) but claim they have legal age models/actors. Seeing as you yourself are a teen, I wouldn't be worried about being aroused by teen porn. If you were an adult I would start to worry, but you're a teen and are obviously attracted to people your age. Also, the very fact that you are concerned about the models being abused or just, 'acting' shows your moral compass seems intact. The hormonal teen brain isn't focused on that stuff when aroused. And ditto to what previous commentors said, as long as there's a naked girl, we don't really care about anything else!

[Ortizitthisone]

Well it's like comedian Ron White once said: 'You've seen one woman naked, you.......wanna see the rest of 'em naked.'

As Alex ^^ said, for a lot of guys, as long as there's naked people and a sex act going on, some guys are aroused by it. Is it wrong? Well, no. Unless you think porn in general is wrong. It's all a matter of opinion. A lot of sites will use 18+ year old actors who just LOOK like they're younger. As a young teenage boy, that turns you on because they are girls who look a bit closer to your age.

The abuse? Well, that's a bit of a touchy subject for me. Personally, I don't like that kind of thing at all. There are some sites that have S&M (look up the term if you don't know what it means, I suppose), and then there are some just flat-out abuse sites, where they will act out scenes of rape, etc. To me, that takes it too far. When you're actually acting out a scene that has damaged so many people's lives, that's a bit much in my opinion.

But for a young teenager, I guess that kind of stuff will turn you on regardless. I wouldn't call it WRONG, but just try to ask yourself WHY you're turned on by it. Is it because of the sex, or is it whatever else is going on in the video? It may pass, it may not.