Help.

[Lost and Confused1]

Soo I have an eating disorder. I am getting help (sort of) for it. My therapist wants to see me this week, and wants me to bring my food diary from the past week with me. She has made it clear that if there isn't a healthy amount in it, then she will admit me into the hospital (again).

I want to know if you guys think I should sorta lie about what I have eaten.. Or what. I REALLY don't want to go back to the hospital, I hate it there!! I'm sure they hate me too. Anyways. As of right now, the past 5 days has 3 things.. I know its bad for me, but honestly. I don't plan to get better. This is my second time with an eating disorder. The first one I had was Bulimia. Which I was hospitalized for.

[Hyper]

No you shouldn't lie

Unless your goal in life is to kill yourself by starving like an African child who has no choice over the matter.

If you don't want to get better you wont get better, just know even if you lie in time she'll see it herself and you'll be going to the hospital anyway and probably for a much longer time period

[murderousflower]

Gay. I've got bulimia. My shrink knew about it when I started, but I lie to him now. It's been a year with it. I want to want to get better, but I can't. I think you shouldn't lie, because if it's at a point where you need to be hospitalized, then you're really in danger.

Oops!!!!! I didn't mean go say "gay" I mean to type GAH!!!! Sorry. I'm not used to these touch screens.

[Triceratops]

No.
Lying about it is the worst and most stupid thing you can do.
I've tried it and it never works.

Going to the hospital is the only thing that's going to set you free.
You may feel like you don't want to get better right now, but trust me, as the future approaches you even quicker it'll eat away at you and you'll want to escape from the nightmare as fast as you can.

It will only get harder if you don't act now.
You are becoming more of a danger to yourself as each day goes by.

[Shalom]

Yep each day you are hurting yourself more, and lying is not the route to go. Think to yourself, do you really want to help fix your problem or keep going down the spiral? Fix it now before it gets worse. I know it may seem hard but there are so many options now that you can really become stronger!