Beautiful Obsession
September 30th, 2009, 03:54 PM
this will go on for abitt.. so feel free to click off it lol
soo.
last nightt my ex boy matee (who knew about all the abuse) threatened to tell everyone about the abuse because we had fallen out..
so today, i was a nervous wreck!! everytime i saw him he kept laughing at me, so after dinner i just broke down. i wouldnt go into my lesson cause i was such a state, anyway my teacher told me to go into the library to calm down cuz i was crying. And she sent another teacher who i get on with to speak to me, i told her about the boy but not what he was threatening me about, she was like Hollie, you really need to tell me what hes got against you but i refused to tell her. By now i couldnt stop crying. so after like 5 mins she just goes. if i guess will u nod if its right. the first thing she said, is it sex? and i nodded. first she thought i had sex with him, but when i said no she was likee oh.. i literally couldnt breath, i just go.. sorry i cant do this and ran out. but eventually she found me:P
she stood next to me and goes, wen u said sex, it was ok with you wasnt it, and i shook my head. and she was like. ooh god hollie, it was horrible, anyway..
she said she had to pass it on to our head of year who i reall dont get on with. beause she doesnt deal with child protection any more (she use but shes becoming a teacher) she sid i cud trust him so i went with her,
so wen she went it wasjust us to.. and i told him.. not in great detail but the basics. it was really hard but i had alot of time to think as he had to keep making phone clls in between to get advice.. in the end he had no choice after i told him how long it had been going on for. so he got the police and social workers down.
it was horrible. but had to tell them evrything gain..
they then took me home and told my mum, which i absalutely hated. now they'v left it up to me, its my choice wether i want to press charges or not. but im gunna... dont wanna but i cnt let him get away with it,i hav to go to a video sweet wheree the policee are in there asking me questions but i have to answer in proper details. im going to break down i now it. and then they show it in court. im not allowed to tell anyone about this not even my nan, so right now hes still sitting thre at home, they sed theyv got to get him in surprise wen hes not expecting it so he doesnt have time to make up a story or run away..
its realy horrible at home, and im nt allowed to school tomorow!!:mad::mad:
its so aqward and im relli emotional. i just wanna cry,,
today has been the worst day ever!!
wish it wud all jst stop!
soo.
last nightt my ex boy matee (who knew about all the abuse) threatened to tell everyone about the abuse because we had fallen out..
so today, i was a nervous wreck!! everytime i saw him he kept laughing at me, so after dinner i just broke down. i wouldnt go into my lesson cause i was such a state, anyway my teacher told me to go into the library to calm down cuz i was crying. And she sent another teacher who i get on with to speak to me, i told her about the boy but not what he was threatening me about, she was like Hollie, you really need to tell me what hes got against you but i refused to tell her. By now i couldnt stop crying. so after like 5 mins she just goes. if i guess will u nod if its right. the first thing she said, is it sex? and i nodded. first she thought i had sex with him, but when i said no she was likee oh.. i literally couldnt breath, i just go.. sorry i cant do this and ran out. but eventually she found me:P
she stood next to me and goes, wen u said sex, it was ok with you wasnt it, and i shook my head. and she was like. ooh god hollie, it was horrible, anyway..
she said she had to pass it on to our head of year who i reall dont get on with. beause she doesnt deal with child protection any more (she use but shes becoming a teacher) she sid i cud trust him so i went with her,
so wen she went it wasjust us to.. and i told him.. not in great detail but the basics. it was really hard but i had alot of time to think as he had to keep making phone clls in between to get advice.. in the end he had no choice after i told him how long it had been going on for. so he got the police and social workers down.
it was horrible. but had to tell them evrything gain..
they then took me home and told my mum, which i absalutely hated. now they'v left it up to me, its my choice wether i want to press charges or not. but im gunna... dont wanna but i cnt let him get away with it,i hav to go to a video sweet wheree the policee are in there asking me questions but i have to answer in proper details. im going to break down i now it. and then they show it in court. im not allowed to tell anyone about this not even my nan, so right now hes still sitting thre at home, they sed theyv got to get him in surprise wen hes not expecting it so he doesnt have time to make up a story or run away..
its realy horrible at home, and im nt allowed to school tomorow!!:mad::mad:
its so aqward and im relli emotional. i just wanna cry,,
today has been the worst day ever!!
wish it wud all jst stop!