tyler27846
September 30th, 2009, 12:52 AM
Wondering Why
Every now and then I am sitting here wondering why you always been the way you have been. Always wondering why you sometimes build me up just to eventually tear me down. I am always wondering why you make me feel so small when I want to feel tall. You always seem to be in a mad mood I sometimes wonder what the hell is wrong with you. The only thing I feel is sorrow pain and misery when I think of you. I wonder sometimes how things could have been.
Now I am reflecting on the good times and the bad right now I am happy sad crying and mad. It aint fair for you to take your anger out on us when we never did wrong to us its not fair for us to feel small when you belittled us and made us feel small. You may have been there for my birthdays and special events but the mental pain wont prevent the sadness and hate that is in me. I am always wondering why you were that way.
Every now and then I am sitting here wondering why you always been the way you have been. Always wondering why you sometimes build me up just to eventually tear me down. I am always wondering why you make me feel so small when I want to feel tall. Its not fair all because you may be messed up doesn’t mean you can take your pain out on us. For all I care you can go to hell. I wonder why things are what could have been. I always seem to wonder why. I am just sitting here wondering why.
Every now and then I am sitting here wondering why you always been the way you have been. Always wondering why you sometimes build me up just to eventually tear me down. I am always wondering why you make me feel so small when I want to feel tall. You always seem to be in a mad mood I sometimes wonder what the hell is wrong with you. The only thing I feel is sorrow pain and misery when I think of you. I wonder sometimes how things could have been.
Now I am reflecting on the good times and the bad right now I am happy sad crying and mad. It aint fair for you to take your anger out on us when we never did wrong to us its not fair for us to feel small when you belittled us and made us feel small. You may have been there for my birthdays and special events but the mental pain wont prevent the sadness and hate that is in me. I am always wondering why you were that way.
Every now and then I am sitting here wondering why you always been the way you have been. Always wondering why you sometimes build me up just to eventually tear me down. I am always wondering why you make me feel so small when I want to feel tall. Its not fair all because you may be messed up doesn’t mean you can take your pain out on us. For all I care you can go to hell. I wonder why things are what could have been. I always seem to wonder why. I am just sitting here wondering why.