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YesterdaysNews
September 26th, 2009, 06:08 PM
At all... I give up. He can't see that he is all that matters to me. that I love only him.
Yes I love my friends and family.
But I only LOVE him.
I have 23 tylenol 3's here, its more than enough to do some damage, even kill me...
I don't care about life anymore.
I don't care what people think about me.
I don't care if I made mistakes and fucked up.
I just want this to stop!

my mom will get home any minute....
I don't know what to do...
whats going on in my mind?
I just want to die.

:(

Harley Quinn
September 26th, 2009, 06:15 PM
Amanda you know i care and i dont want to see you like this .
Im here as you know if you talk to me
i dont care what you say to me.
I will keep you alive.
Your loved and he loves you.
The pills if they dont kill you they will severly damage your liver and kidneys
im here for you at ALL times
i love you :hug:

YesterdaysNews
September 26th, 2009, 08:38 PM
thank you Siobhan...
I just cant do it anymore.
...
I'm sorry if I let you down, I love you too.

Θάνατος
September 26th, 2009, 08:40 PM
I know things go bad at times but the best thing to do is to find some one to talk to. I have been where you are now wanting the pain to end and wanting to die. Death is pernament and not something to take lightly. Don't take the pills overdosing it not a pleasant way to even attempt suicide.

I am here if you want to talk and it seems that you have friends on here that care about you and want to help you live.

BuryYourFlame
September 27th, 2009, 04:18 AM
amanda...don't do this...please...it isn't the way out...

you've got my msn...talk to me if you want to...kay? i'm always here...

Harley Quinn
September 27th, 2009, 04:23 AM
thank you Siobhan...
I just cant do it anymore.
...
I'm sorry if I let you down, I love you too.

Amanda you will never let me down
I just don't want you to do this
you mean a lot to people including me
you know im always up till very late
im there to talk, rant , anything
and i mean anything , i love you and don't want to see you hurt like this

Triceratops
September 27th, 2009, 05:14 AM
Thing thing called "love" will screw with you at the worst of times, but suicide is the cowards way out.

Things will eventually improve if you wait for it.
Your life isn't going to be terrible permanently.

I can really empathize here though.
I've been there, done that.
Just try to get some sleep, calm down and talk to someone.
You will feel so much better.

Underground_Network
September 27th, 2009, 07:00 AM
I love you Amanda.

Never give up. I'm always here for you.

Josh is an asshole at times, he doesn't deserve you.

All he does is screw with your emotions.

You have to get past this. You have to get past him. I'm here for you, every step of the way.

Know that I care for you Amanda.

Remember my promise.

If you die, so do I.

Shalom
September 27th, 2009, 07:45 AM
It's a new day today, hopefully you will update us?

You shouldn't let these things get to your, suicide is the last resort and not a good resort and shouldn't even be thought of. Take life day by day, do what you have to do but ending it is not the route. I'm sure you've got so much going for you, the future needs you!

YesterdaysNews
September 27th, 2009, 08:36 AM
Im sorry I made everyone worry...
I'm fine. just some new scars.
suicide's not the answer, ever.
I've realized that.

Shalom
September 27th, 2009, 08:37 AM
Im sorry I made everyone worry...
I'm fine. just some new scars.
suicide's not the answer, ever.
I've realized that.

Thank god! I'm glad you are okay, and work on not getting those scars either. :)

Rutherford The Brave
September 27th, 2009, 09:28 AM
Im sorry I made everyone worry...
I'm fine. just some new scars.
suicide's not the answer, ever.
I've realized that.

Hun I love you and I'm glad you didnt do it. Your strong remember and you will never let me down :)

Darkness
September 27th, 2009, 11:35 AM
Im sorry I made everyone worry...
I'm fine. just some new scars.
suicide's not the answer, ever.
I've realized that.

Glad your ok, :D and if you need people to worry we're the ones to worry, *Hugs*

Removed
September 27th, 2009, 01:46 PM
Oh thank god you didn't do it suicide won't do any good... i'm glad you realised that :) try to enjoy your life we are in the best years of our lives, try to get the best of it :) ;)