wavey
September 25th, 2009, 11:52 AM
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Well, its very hard for me atm, my nan died like 2 - 3 years ago... this christmas
so its very hard for me anyway, i was so close to her..
now im in the last year of school and it sucks.
teachers are at me all the time
it feels shit.
i just wanna run, run away from this.
i was promised a new computer this end year ..
and a trip to alton towers
from my parents..
this has yet to happen
and the tickets i have to alton towers expires the end of oct 09 ...
Im pissed off.
I feel so down
i just wanna slice
and dice.
alot of kids pick on me, for no reason..
nobody else.. just me... they attack me, i must have a giant target above me.
alot of staff jest about me becasue im so 'overweight' well im not, just a little. they say i take it well but inside im dieing..
i feel no way i can talk around this..
there is one person in my school who i always see, hes like a bad smell. you cant get rid of it.
Hes got this problem like all of us...
he says random things
and takes things you say into a big offence..
he swings for me everyday..
the day he hits me is the day i swing at him and then go home and die...
i feel that strongly about dieing i would do it...
alot of the time after school i find a corner in my house or outside and just cry.. its depressing to think about...
My parents are pissing me off, no reason to either!
say i shout alot and im stupid and thick, im pissed with it..
i know theres ppl out there but if i contact help they'll probs put me in a loony bin.
theres my rant let me go and think about killing myself..
googling the words kill and self brings up alot of helplines.. why?
;|
this could just be the last message i write. gbye.
Well, its very hard for me atm, my nan died like 2 - 3 years ago... this christmas
so its very hard for me anyway, i was so close to her..
now im in the last year of school and it sucks.
teachers are at me all the time
it feels shit.
i just wanna run, run away from this.
i was promised a new computer this end year ..
and a trip to alton towers
from my parents..
this has yet to happen
and the tickets i have to alton towers expires the end of oct 09 ...
Im pissed off.
I feel so down
i just wanna slice
and dice.
alot of kids pick on me, for no reason..
nobody else.. just me... they attack me, i must have a giant target above me.
alot of staff jest about me becasue im so 'overweight' well im not, just a little. they say i take it well but inside im dieing..
i feel no way i can talk around this..
there is one person in my school who i always see, hes like a bad smell. you cant get rid of it.
Hes got this problem like all of us...
he says random things
and takes things you say into a big offence..
he swings for me everyday..
the day he hits me is the day i swing at him and then go home and die...
i feel that strongly about dieing i would do it...
alot of the time after school i find a corner in my house or outside and just cry.. its depressing to think about...
My parents are pissing me off, no reason to either!
say i shout alot and im stupid and thick, im pissed with it..
i know theres ppl out there but if i contact help they'll probs put me in a loony bin.
theres my rant let me go and think about killing myself..
googling the words kill and self brings up alot of helplines.. why?
;|
this could just be the last message i write. gbye.