I caved

[ackmedsgirl666]

i finally really lost it the other day
i used a rele sharp razor blade and litterally dug and carved Desi's name into my leg and my wrist. i know it sounds rele stupid but im in big trouble now because A) they are all infected especially the rele deep ones on my leg and B) i cry seeing her name because this seperation is soo hard for me and i miss her like crazy shes like my fucking best friend. im trying to use other coping methods and you think by the amount of blood that comes i would have the willpower to stop. well i don't. i recut the same spot over and over again and make the bleeding 10x worse. li succeeded in hittong my vein last week and im surprised i didn't pass out or lose caunciousness from all the blood loss. i just want to stop and i dunno what to do anymore. i have nomore self respect, and i'm literally falling apart. i actually cut off all of my hair last week and also denounced myself as a lesbian. this is a really hard time for me right now with me being so far away from family and such.. I need help
VT members who are close to me please keep me in ur prayers. because i am litterally omne of these days gona regret what i did.
comment if you wish and maybe ur comments will keep me strong.....
BECAUSE I WANNA STOP!!!!!

[BuryYourFlame]

I hope that this pain comes to pass and that whatever has happened will also work itself out for the better, but in the mean time, I think it is important for you to realise that self-harming isn't beneficial to you or to anyone, and is not a helpful coping mechanism. In the end, self-harm will only bring more pain to you and to those who know and care about you.
Good luck with stopping.

[kbug1993]

I hope that this pain comes to pass and that whatever has happened will also work itself out for the better, but in the mean time, I think it is important for you to realise that self-harming isn't beneficial to you or to anyone, and is not a helpful coping mechanism. In the end, self-harm will only bring more pain to you and to those who know and care about you.
Good luck with stopping.
i think Jetfire Is rite.
& if someone hurts you bad enough to make you hurt yourself,
maybe you don't need to be with them?:confused: