OMG im going nuts!! help me for god sake!

[sam i am]

i downloaded a audiobook from itunes on my laptop,it's a book about a gay teen and stuff and my bro heard it he wanted to know what book download but i refuse to tell him now he heard one seen of it and im going nuts and he read the title of the book boy meets boy now im going crazy because now he might be thinking im gay ughhh one of my brothers already knows but he refuse to accept it and still treat me the same but now another will know i would go nuts i will kill my self i ned serious help..i dont want them to know im bi at all my parents are against it because they said it them selves and they said if any of us was gay they would kick us out of the house im scared to death i fucked up real bad(excuse the language) i should of never download that audiobook ..plz help me what should i do if my family finds out im bi i would kill my self

[Grey fox]

Jeez, just chill.

Tell them it's research or wider reading for literature or something.

They are your family, and if one brother was cool with it then it's likely your parents will be as well. You can't change who you are, and you are their son, so they will always love you.

This is really not worth the drama, is an audiobook EVER worth the drama?

[sam i am]

i never read books they know me and the fact that im being home schooll for this year because of a medical reason...they wouldn't think im doing research ..and my mom and dad are homophobic believe they won't accept me if they found out they told us mainy times how they hated gays and if we was one of them they will never think of us as their son

[sam i am]

my house is basically guys theirs six of us my dad my mom me and my 3 older bros

[Jagador]

Jeez, just chill.

Tell them it's research or wider reading for literature or something.

They are your family, and if one brother was cool with it then it's likely your parents will be as well. You can't change who you are, and you are their son, so they will always love you.

This is really not worth the drama, is an audiobook EVER worth the drama?

Actually, your parents and your brothers have different personalities. Just because one person is ok with it but won't accept it, doesn't mean that the others are just like it. No one is exactly the same, and no one acts the same. Everyone is different. And parents CAN have a change of heart. Even if they say they ""Always love you"" that can change. If a parent STRONGLY believes that their kids should NEVER EVER be gay/les or what ever, then they will stick to it. And if they say they will disown you, and stuff, it will happen. I've already come close it it...=T