Help

[derkderpderp]

Hey,erm a few weeks ago i cut pretty badly,so badly that i had to be taken to hospital and have stitches,and now im just afraid about what i might do next.

I seem to always cut!i dont feel secure,at home i feel strangled,my room(which was once my sanctuary) has become a place where i go to be sad or to s/h.everyone seems to criticise me on stupid things,i.e music and hair styles,nobody wants to listen to me,everybody believes in a quick solution to an ongoing problem.
Im hated,everybody seems to think that because i dont really have parents anymore im a waste of time/a hopeless case,they think they can push me around!


2 days ago i thought i'd resolve these issues aswell as others,i was and i am fragile and i hate admitting it,but 2 days ago i attempted to hang myself,i nearly did it,i passed out from asphixyation but my guardian cut me free,everyone found out because they noticed the burns and jumped to conclusions,now im even more of an outcast!

What shall i do?

[Atonement]

I don't know where you live, but in English speaking countries, health clinics and psychological help is not far. If you are feeling this way, ask your parents to allow you to go to therapy and perhaps medication. If your parents refuse, go to a guidance counselor and explain the problems that way and they can help you.

I don't know you. At all. But, I want you to know, the fact that you are still going, you are not a failure. You are not a waste. And no matter what, I want you to know that you can't do anything to make yourself a waste of time. Here, you are welcome to vent and say what's on your mind, and if you ever need me, PM me, I'm more than welcome to help any time. I hope you feel better and please, please, message me if you feel down again. I will do my best to talk.