venom832
September 7th, 2009, 07:53 PM
My x and i were together for 6 months. Its been one hell of a ride. So
I gave her 4 chances and it meened nothing to her. We broken up two weeks ago and after we broke up i wanted to try to make it work nd a cppl days latet she got a new bf. Now she was my first love[iknoe im young] but she rlly was my first love. Nd two days ago she told me she wanyed to be with me nd she didnt care about her x. Well tht night he broke up wit her nd the next day she told me they possibly wuld get bck togethet nd yet she told me she wnted to be with me nd tht she was in love with ne. Now after all that i realized that shes hirt me so much nd idont desrve it. I deleted everything of her likr contact info etc. I hate het cuz its the 4th time nd i thought she rlly changed but sayin u love someone but ir wit spmeone else isnt love. She has destroyed me before, i was in a depression state. Now after all this im more mad at myself dor leyttin it go so far. I had too see myself y ihave to let her go nd im trying. Im so angry nd i wanna get back at her so badly for all this. But iwnna be da bigger person, ijust dony knoe how to.
I gave her 4 chances and it meened nothing to her. We broken up two weeks ago and after we broke up i wanted to try to make it work nd a cppl days latet she got a new bf. Now she was my first love[iknoe im young] but she rlly was my first love. Nd two days ago she told me she wanyed to be with me nd she didnt care about her x. Well tht night he broke up wit her nd the next day she told me they possibly wuld get bck togethet nd yet she told me she wnted to be with me nd tht she was in love with ne. Now after all that i realized that shes hirt me so much nd idont desrve it. I deleted everything of her likr contact info etc. I hate het cuz its the 4th time nd i thought she rlly changed but sayin u love someone but ir wit spmeone else isnt love. She has destroyed me before, i was in a depression state. Now after all this im more mad at myself dor leyttin it go so far. I had too see myself y ihave to let her go nd im trying. Im so angry nd i wanna get back at her so badly for all this. But iwnna be da bigger person, ijust dony knoe how to.