I can feel the sting

[Becky]

I cut my leg earlier they all bled and there is about 10 my mum found out that I cut a week ago and told me to go to her If I felt like cutting and made me promise not too but I did I feel like crap she wants me to get help bt I don't want o I don't want to tell some stranger about thoughts I've kept so private for so long.

[Project Delta]

Becky i'm going to be blunt but a counsellor would be a great idea. Its not good that your cutting and my mum said the exact same thing. I had over 60 more cuts since then and haven't gone to her once. I've got a counsellor , well 2, and just know that if you dont like them then you can request to see someone else.

Anyways you know what the right thing is to do... thats the easy part.

Now you need to take it, which is sadly the hard part.

Aaron <3

[BlackenedSilver]

You should take your mum's advice and see the counsellor, you never know it could help you even if it only does a little bit, It will give your mum peace of mind as well.
It will be hard talking to them about your problems first, but they will prompt you with questions and you just answer with the truth, if you lie your just wasting your own and their time. It will get easier with time.
*Hugs* I hope it all gets better for you and goes well hun.

[SincEreLyYeLLiNgBaCk]

i also think you should see a counselor, i know you don't like the idea of talking to a stranger, but it might actually make things easier because you won't be forced to hide behind a pretense. Like you can tell this person anything without having to worry about freaking them out or coming across the wrong way. I dunno i love therapy and strongly encourage that you give it a try :)

[Project Delta]

Trust me, Talking to a stranger is much easier than talking to someone you know about this kinda topics anyways. Just get started and dont stop rambling, hopefully they will extract all the info they need and then give you advice on how to deal with it. Seriously think hard about it.

Aaron <3

[Becky]

Thanks guys I really do know I should see someone and Aaron it really helps me knowing that your mum is saying the same sort of things makes m feel a bit more normal.
I think I'm going to ask her to if I could go and see someone then because I feel like I want to sometimes so I'll give it a go I'll tell you all about it I'm now strangely excited that this might help thanks :)

x

[Project Delta]

Thats great hun! :)

Aaron <3

[Beautiful Obsession]

Youu need to see a councler bbe, you cnt fight this on your own, talk to your mum, she wants to help so let her bbe x

[Becky]

Ok now I just need help on how to tell my mum that I want to see a consellerbecause I told ehr I would if I did but now I dont know what to say to her

[Project Delta]

Just say, that you would like someone to talk to that isnt any relation to you as there will be no strings attached. say it would be good for you to see a professional. And could she set up an appointment for you

[Becky]

OK my mum saw my new cuts and flipped out and started saying that I dont want to stop that i'm not trying she just thinks its that easy that she can say I dont want you to and I wont she says I dont want to stop then why have i been trying to for the past year then?

[Project Delta]

Dont listen to her hun, she is talking bullshit okay, just an overreaction to what she has witnessed. Just keep on trying and i know you will beat this :)