I can't fight it anymore...

[MysticalBurrito]

I've been trying to fight the urges to cut...I feel so weak mentally right now v.v
I don't want to fight it anymore I just keep falling...:( I don't see a point in me trying to stop anymore...

[Harley Quinn]

well you should try because we all love you here and dont want to lose you.You have to pick yourself up and try again and again, we can not just give up in a second it takes time. :hug3:

[MysticalBurrito]

I have been trying for years..:(
It just happens over and over. Why should I try if I'm just going to fail again?
=[

[Harley Quinn]

If you gave up on your dreams would you succeed in trying your best?
you only fall if you dont try and i know you may think i cant talk but if you try to pass this you will but if you sit back and give in you wont go anywhere but downwards..

[MysticalBurrito]

I think I'm already as deep as it gets...I've lied to friend and family...

[Harley Quinn]

you have to think you can climb out..and you will give it time to work, you wont be clear of it but if you try then you will succeed you have to think you can before you actually will. So what if they are friends they will forgive you, just try to reach out

[MysticalBurrito]

The thing is I don't want to try anymore...I don't want to deal with the urges...I just want the pain to go away...

[Harley Quinn]

but you can get rid of the pain in other ways..you dont want this its the voice in the back of your head telling you to do this..your not the one controlling this but you have to take over and make it listen to you..

[YesterdaysNews]

siobhan is right karina, you can overcome this. as long as you keep trying, you wont fail. we all believe you can beat this, and we're behind you every step of the way. there are other ways to make the pain go away, you just have to find them.
:hug:

[Harley Quinn]

Karina you have to find whats holding you here and when you find it hold on, you can beat this we all know you can

[Becky]

You could let this beat you you could live your life in fear hiding the scars that you know you put there you Its unbelivably hard right now but you and only you can decided what you will let defeat you don't let this be one of them

[Cloud]

I think I'm already as deep as it gets...I've lied to friend and family...

if so then the only way is up
you think your failing
but aslong as you try
you succeed
you give in
and you fail
the pain wont end by sitting there and doing nothing
you have to stand up and take a stand

we all know you can do it, so prove it to us.
:)

[dstnyisurs]

We all have faith in you love.
The cutting will make the pain worse.
It won't help, you know that, I know you do.
I'm here if you need it. (: We all are.
You can pick yourself up out of the hole. You'll hit roots along the way but eventually you will be in the sunlight and you can breath free and never look back.
So get to the sunlight,love.Give it a chance.

[MysticalBurrito]

I don't feel strong enough to fight it anymore...I feel so numb on the outside but the pain...It feels like it will never go away....

[Project Delta]

Karina, you CAN beat this you just need to believe yourself. trust me, i used to feel the same but i starteed believing that i could do it and hey. look where it has got me, try to think that you can beat this, that you WILL beat this... okay? :)

[MysticalBurrito]

You're stronger than me...Every time I thought I had beat it it can back worse than before...

[Project Delta]

I know that, thats what happened to me too when i thought i had beat it then i relapsed
so this time i still dont think i've beaten it yet. Because i know if i say that then it will most likely come back

[shadowcast99]

i know wat are going through Shadowsoul. every single time you think you have it beat it comes back and worse. no matter how hard i try and the suport from my familly i always go back to it and i can't leave. i have tred alsorts to take my mind of it and even substituted selfharming with smoking. that only works for a bit but you must remember that you are stronger then you think and that if you o it you only go backwards. you have to resist. if you have to go for a run and compleatly destroy your sefl tat way not with a knife or scaple.

[Lizey the Supergirl]

I hope my words can reach through to you. No matter how you'll feel there are other people feeling just like you do. Some people will be happier than you, some people will be sadder than you, but no matter what every morning we all wake up and the Sun is shining. We all have life. We all have opportunities. You just remember that we're all in the same boat. You just must keep on hoping, and keep on experiencing. Do not give yourself illusions of having no way out, because you DO. Try something new. Do something a little crazy. Get some fresh air. Make each day count because this is our one shot at life. You WILL make it through this. You WILL beat it. Keep on trying and never give up because living your life will be worth it, I promise.

[Hanabanana]

I get how your feeling, I'm trying to stop atm too, it's really hard and relapsing just sets you further back, try finding somethng else to do. over the past couple of years as I've tried to cut down on my SI I've found working out good it doesn't really help much with feeling crappy but does help take the edge off the urges and feeling so angry and upset, especially if you feel like that towards yourself like I do xx