BeautifulSilence
September 2nd, 2009, 05:16 PM
Just so y'all know, this is a rant about my sexuality.
I'm so sick of all this confusion that comes with being bisexual! Like. I'm not even attracted to guys any more. Not emotionally, anyway. When I think of being with a male, it's only ever sexual - and even that attraction's towards gay guys. And I don't wanna have sex without anything deeper...
As for girls, I'm finding it harder to become physically attracted to them. Unless they're obviously straight, I'm really not interested any more.
I'm just so typically hard to please. I'm only emotionally attracted to girls that will never be attracted to me. And then physically attracted to guys that won't be interested.
God! I wish I were just asexual sometimes, it's so much easier!
I'd also rather be attracted to just one gender. At least then I'd have boundaries and I don't need to figure out whether I like someone or not.
Right now my libido wants me to screw anything, whether I'm attracted or not.
So to round things up. I'm sick of having high hormone levels which make me find the wrong people attractive.
End of rant.
I'm so sick of all this confusion that comes with being bisexual! Like. I'm not even attracted to guys any more. Not emotionally, anyway. When I think of being with a male, it's only ever sexual - and even that attraction's towards gay guys. And I don't wanna have sex without anything deeper...
As for girls, I'm finding it harder to become physically attracted to them. Unless they're obviously straight, I'm really not interested any more.
I'm just so typically hard to please. I'm only emotionally attracted to girls that will never be attracted to me. And then physically attracted to guys that won't be interested.
God! I wish I were just asexual sometimes, it's so much easier!
I'd also rather be attracted to just one gender. At least then I'd have boundaries and I don't need to figure out whether I like someone or not.
Right now my libido wants me to screw anything, whether I'm attracted or not.
So to round things up. I'm sick of having high hormone levels which make me find the wrong people attractive.
End of rant.