ok so this is it :/

[Amyxoxo]

Hey guys :(
I have tried to kill myself twice now and that was only in the spare of the moment! I now am having really suisidal thaought i really dont want to be here. I had a fight with a mate last night over it, she said that she dont know why i was asking her for help because she dont know what to do. I really hate it and im scared about going back to school as with everything people are going to ask awquad questions and i dont want to break down. What can i do to get through school with out... well breaking down in fround of everybody?????
Also i need to tell my friend that i need her to be there for me and i told her to listen to a song and all she did was sharply say "yea, i get it" and that was it :? Please help :whoops:

[Darkness]

Amy, don't do anything... permanent. I think your friend just needs sometime to come to terms with this, I know I did when a friend told me. Try getting a stress ball or something like that, it might help a bit. Of course the only way to solve this problem is to stop. I hope your friend comes round. We're all here for you.

[Discomposure]

Amy, please don't do anything stupid. And I say stupid cos it really is the worst thing to do. It will change nothing. Think how permenant suicide is, once you do it thats it. Everythings gone, and so are you. I'm not saying what your going through isn't bad, but think about it this way, is it SO bad that your willing to do something so permenant as suicide. Or can you get through it? Yeah it will be tough but you can do it, I know you can. I've spoke to you quite a lot, and you really seem like a lovely girl, your worth so much more than killing yourself. Just please don't do it, I'd hate for anything to happen to you like that. Like Darkness said, your friend will just need time to come to terms with how you are at the moment, and she will, i can't say when but she will. Don't worry about school, why waste your last days off worrying about it? Have fun. Take school as it comes and when you do go to school just try be relaxed, I know it's hard to put on an act that your "fine" but you need to try. Do you talk to a school nurse or a counselor? If you don't they could make your school days a lot easier aslong as your comfortable with them, they will listen to you, so instead of keeping it all in then breaking down infront of everyone, you can't let it out to just one person who will keep things confidential depending on what it is you talk to them about. PM me, we can talk better there. Hope your okay. Take care.
xx

[rukiayua]

you kno i've attempted suicide SEVERAL times...but ...its like once you try it you realize that there is no turning back and it just sucks when you fail over 6 times