XxTheBlackDeathxX
September 1st, 2009, 04:20 AM
OK so this Saturday I went to my friend’s birthday party. There was a lot of drinking going on and all of us were under the age of 21. so there is this girl (let’s call her "W" which is the first letter of her name) that i really liked but happens to have boyfriend. So they were both at the party but she but her mother wanted her home. Her boyfriend did not want to leave so i went to walk her to her house. Which wasn’t that far. So i walked her home and returned to party. i got really messed up. so around 2am. the mom of the b-day boy stopped the party because the cops stopped by twice because of the loud noise. And since we were minor she didn’t want to get in trouble. so she told us to get inside the house and go to sleep, which we didn’t we were still drinking inside, after a couple more drinks threw up i felt a lot better and was starting to get sober. Then W's boyfriend asked me if i could walk him to his car that was parked a block away from the W's house. (he live out of town so he come every other weekend to visit her, W’s mom doesn’t approve of him sleeping at her house) i put him in his car and stayed there with him for a while, while he slept, so i can make sure he didn’t do anything stupid...while he was going to sleep i was texting W. She was telling me that she didn’t want to be at home and that she still wanted to drink. so i went back to the party and took about a half of a 36 pack of beer and a bottle of vodka skyy. She sneaked out and I and she went to a canal behind her house. We stared to drink when one of my friends called me asking why i left i told him i was drinking with W by the canal so he came with us. i don’t remember what happened for a while. all i remember is that me and her were laying on some dirt by the canal when my friend saw a strobe light which are those white cop car lights and he stared to run. me and her were so messed up what we just stayed laying there since the dry grass was kind of long. i told her not to move. We tried to blend in i guess. After for what seemed liked forever. The lights when out and i picked her up and ran. We ran inside the canal (it dries up only during the summer is it filled with water during winter) and ended on up some street. That street has an abandon house so we ran in there. the door was luckily open. my friend came back and came inside the house with us. he said that he was going to catch his breath and try to run all the way back to the party. we can see from the windows of the house the canal and we say cop siren and firefighter truck. we assumed that her mom woke up to find her missing and she called the police or that a neighbor saw us doing who knows what i cant remember. i wasn’t sure. by then i was getting sober again after like 10 mins my friend left. and left me and her in the abandon house. i took her into the bathtub. Hoping that she would go to sleep. After a like 30mins i couldn’t see the lights anymore so i thought it would be safe if we just stayed there for the rest of the night. it was like 4:00am by that time. i put my phone alarm at 6:30 so just incase her parents didnt wake up and caught her so i could take her home. so i got in the bathtub with her. we cuddle because it was getting cold. she stared to tell me how she loved me for not abandoning her like my friend. and all this other stuff so she stared to kiss me. things progressed from there and she stared giving me a oral and then it turned to vaginal. i was sober by then. she on the other hand was really messed up. so after all that she still wanted to drink. and i remember i had that vodka bottle that whole time so we stared to drink again. i was thinking that i messed up because i really like her. and regret doing that. because that might ruin our friendship. so 6:30 came she was starting to fall asleep. i told her not too because i had to take her home. so on the way to her house and i remember that her boyfriend was sleeping in his car. she was starting to pass out on me so i decide to put her in their with him. he didnt wake up which i was glad he didnt. so after that i went to my friend ivan's house which live a couple of blocks down. and slept there for the rest of the morning. i didn’t talk to her until today well yesterday night (its morning Tuesday now she called me Monday night). she told me that she doesn’t remember at all what happened all that she remember is was drinking with me and my friend, lights and that she was have sex but she wasnt sure with who. she asumed with her boyfriend because she woke up in the car with him but she needed to be sure. i didnt want to ruin our firendship. so i said that i didnt nor my friend so it must of have been with her boyfriend. she said thanks and goodnight. and that she couldn’t wait to see me again. and that i should pick her up from school 2marro. well today, so we can try to remember what happened that night.
We go to different high school so I get out early so im going to go and pick her up. Should I tell her the truth? Also I scared that she night ended up pregnant. I wasn’t wearing a condom. I really like this girl and I don’t want to hurt her. I wish now I can take it all back. What should I do? Please help me guys!!!sorry the grammer and the misspellings. It just that im frusterated!! and i dont have alot of time!!
We go to different high school so I get out early so im going to go and pick her up. Should I tell her the truth? Also I scared that she night ended up pregnant. I wasn’t wearing a condom. I really like this girl and I don’t want to hurt her. I wish now I can take it all back. What should I do? Please help me guys!!!sorry the grammer and the misspellings. It just that im frusterated!! and i dont have alot of time!!