i dont want to break again.... but i dont think i resist the urge

[kt2369]

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[Mirataku]

i am an ex-cutter, so i know that when things get on top of you the urge to cut is really powerful. This week i had a major breakdown and after 4 months of not cutting i was there with a blade in my hand. The only thing that stopped me was that someone i trust talked to me. Know if you want someone to talk to, i am here. Add me as a friend and all my IM information is there. Sometimes just a talk to a friend can help tremendously.

[kt2369]

thanks. i get the computer taken away alot. i just want things to get better with my friends but i have no idea what to do :(

[Mirataku]

do you have a cell?

[kt2369]

Yea i do. But i really only text the friend that im having trouble with, i dont know what to do

Edit: i only talk about deep stuff with the friend having trouble with...

[Mirataku]

well youre not alone hun,there are many people like me out there who are always willing to listen :)

[Amyxoxo]

Hey, well, fifteen days must have been hard for you so well done on that. If you talk to your friends one by one then they may understand, that may be why they are drifting away from you, because they dont know how you are feeling and what they can do to help so if you talk to them they may come round.
Sadly im still cutting but like Mirataku said there are people always willing to listen :)