My relationships up until now

[Mikey]

This is just a story of the last three girls I've dated and pretty much the only 3.
I'm 15 btw. Yep.

The first girl I dated, girl 1, was a girl I met in December of 08. I asked her out at the mall using my ipod, her favorite song, and changing the name of the song to "Will you go out with me" which everyone i tell it to says that was so cute. So the one week I dated her she ignored me completely and I broke up with her for this. So I told her if she ever wanted me back to text me. In march she ends up texting me at 5 am on a friday and saying how much she wants me back and whatnot so I take it and talk to her all morning and then I see her at night at the mall. The next Wednesday I hear from my really good friend she's flirting with guys, sexting them, and dirty talking so I ask her and she doesn't deny it. And the fact she did this with some of my really good friends who didn't know I was with her then. She says she doesn't care and this is who she is. And this is what started my depression which lasted until June. I was extremely depressed, tried killing myself a few times, and eventually in May she emailed me. I still have a few of those emails and she says she neesd me back but can't have me because she doesn't deserve me. Me being depressed, I try to take her back but get my hopes crushed when she says she moved on a week later. This is the first email I got: " hate that i keep doing this to you
but everyday i think of things that i want to say
and even though i never say them
i still think them,
all day . . .especially at night

first off, i will always love you
second, i'm not nearly as selfish as i'd like, so i can't keep you
third, for some reason your picture on facebook, of the heart, broke my heart
fourth. i wish i could let go, and give us both some peace
fifth, i know that will never happen
sixth, i'm at a complete loss for what to do
seventh, i'm leaving now, thinking about a lot more things than i typed
<3?"

Girl number two I met the day my friend Carlos broke up with her. So I start talking to her a few days before schools over and we start to like eachother. We help another get over the other's ex and she tells me she has an addiction to cutting. Like she enjoys doing it and what not. So I try to help her with this but she refuses, ends up carving my initials into her wrist. So I see her at the mall and ask her out, and we find a couch to sit on in privacy and I look at her legs and she says when she has no knife she claws until she bleeds. I was kinda disturbed but on the way out we sit on an escalator and gives me my first few kisses ever. So she leaves and we talk for a month and she breaks up with me for "interrogating her" for why she was with her ex and my ex and what they did and whatnot. I find out she lost interest in me and dated some other guy, and the night before she said she loved me and never wanted to lose me. Now shes with another guy who dated two of my friends and used them both. She's most likely going to killherself.

And right now I'm with girl 3 as of tonight where I met her on the bike trail and we hooked up and held hands and we really like eachother. She is a year younger (freshman) and nothing really bad has happened.

Thanks for whoever read this. Comments are nice. I feel alot better.

[Joshm5816]

For a period of time I wanted to be a therapist. The first thing I went and studied was replationships, outcomes, and future attitudes/life styles.

Girl #1- She will probably end up becoming a woman who either (a.) has some sort of std (b.) never gets married or (c.) all of the above. Good thing you backed out now, she is on a path that might get her into to trouble. Sexting is not good and if she gets caught by the police for sending illegal, underage pornographic pics, then she can get into serious trouble.

Girl #2- Good chance you are right about her killing herself. I suggest she should see someone. Like a therapist.

Girl #3- Glad to know all is working out with her. Hope you are happy. Just be careful with the age difference. I would hope you don't plan on haveing intercourse with her. Just remember if you do, use a condom and make sure you are both of legal age in your state. If your of legal age and she's not then it's considered raped, whether you 2 both agree on it or not.

One more thing, I hate to be the one who has to tell you this but most teenage relationships never last. As you have already seen in the past. Although, my cousins were highschool sweet hearts. So perhaps it will last.

[Mikey]

For a period of time I wanted to be a therapist. The first thing I went and studied was replationships, outcomes, and future attitudes/life styles.

Girl #1- She will probably end up becoming a woman who either (a.) has some sort of std (b.) never gets married or (c.) all of the above. Good thing you backed out now, she is on a path that might get her into to trouble. Sexting is not good and if she gets caught by the police for sending illegal, underage pornographic pics, then she can get into serious trouble.

Girl #2- Good chance you are right about her killing herself. I suggest she should see someone. Like a therapist.

Girl #3- Glad to know all is working out with her. Hope you are happy. Just be careful with the age difference. I would hope you don't plan on haveing intercourse with her. Just remember if you do, use a condom and make sure you are both of legal age in your state. If your of legal age and she's not then it's considered raped, whether you 2 both agree on it or not.

One more thing, I hate to be the one who has to tell you this but most teenage relationships never last. As you have already seen in the past. Although, my cousins were highschool sweet hearts. So perhaps it will last.

Haha yeah I agree about what you said. High schoo relationships never last. But shes only a year younger. I'm 15 shes 14. And we just started dating so we won't have sex for a while if we even do.

[Joshm5816]

Glad to know you will wait. Now because I said they never last, doesn't mean you should date her with that sentence ringing in your head, I learned my lesson. And who knows perhaps it will last. My friend has been in a relationship now for 2 years, and that started in 7th grade.

[Mikey]

Glad to know you will wait. Now because I said they never last, doesn't mean you should date her with that sentence ringing in your head, I learned my lesson. And who knows perhaps it will last. My friend has been in a relationship now for 2 years, and that started in 7th grade.

My friend who is a junior is dating a senior. They ahve been dating since he was a freshman.

[Mikey]

Okay so now all my ex's are talking to me while the girl I was gonna date is drifting out of my mind. im thinking about about the second girl and we became good friends. We are gonna get back together when her boyfriend dumps her, after she feels better. Which will most likely be after alot of cutting and stuff.

The year younger girl basically is just too much. Her friends don't like me. And she doesn't ask to hang out. Basically she has until until I find a new girl to make a move.

[Mikey]

Erm. Nvm... everything got f**ked up :/