I don't know...

[Underground_Network]

I don't want to get into a relationship.

I get too obsessive.

Girls on here know that I'm kind, as do most girls in real life.

In fact, some think I'm sweet, "amazing," etc... I mean, if they say I am, I guess I am, but idk. I don't know. I may be like that when I'm friends with a girl...

But the second I get closer I get obsessive and I say stupid things... I threaten to kill myself, I threaten to end things, etc... I just, I'm extremely dependent. I need a girl that will be there for me 24/7, but I don't know if there is such a person.

If there's no girl like that, then I'm fucked relationship-wise.

I can knock any girl off her feet... If she's just my friend.

The second she becomes more I become a monster.

And I can't handle that. I don't like it.

I don't know why I act in that way. I think it's because my mom has always been there for me... But she's disappeared at times, leaving me with my abusive dad... And so when I get close to a girl, I get clingy because I don't want her to leave me to the wolves, like my mom seemed to do quite often when I was younger... :/

[Mikey]

I know how you feel. I used to be obsessive too. but it takes time to get over this. don't worry.

[AllThatIsLeft]

This is definitely something you can work on hun,
but you got to get out there and try.
don't be scared to get into a relationship because of this.
just learn from your mistakes and move on.

[Jagador]

This is definitely something you can work on hun,
but you got to get out there and try.
don't be scared to get into a relationship because of this.
just learn from your mistakes and move on.

Stole my words.. that is something i would say.. but without the -hun-