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[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I go and hang out with friends and feel depressed, and then feel bad about seeming like such a downer. So I stay in, and feel lonely and unloved. Nothing seems to help. I'm waiting to be told when my next appointment is as I'm getting refered to someone else. I can feel myself slipping, and I can sense a suicide attempt coming and I am really struggling. I can't help but feel alone and unwanted even though I know I'm not alone, and I know people care. Why I am so messed up? I don't know what to do. I can only say that I only want to be with one guy most of the time and I can't be with him.

[Dak Skyhopper]

I'm not exactly like you, but i am a depressed loner. I'm sorry about that.

[Mikey]

I only get depressed after losing a friend or girlfriend or someone I like does something like date someone else.

I normally get suicidal too but I never kill myself since it never works. I've tried alot of things but I always survive. But maybe you should see a counselor. I didn't but then again I have a girl now and normally having a girlfriend or boyfriend cheers you up.

[Project Delta]

Heya morgan.

Okay first try hanging oiut with your friends and communicating to them as best you can. :) That would be a start. Try to feel like your one of the crowd.

Try your best to stay positive about things and listen to positive music such as upbeat music and fast music :)

You are loved Morgan and trust me suicide isnnt the answer!

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I only get depressed after losing a friend or girlfriend or someone I like does something like date someone else.

I normally get suicidal too but I never kill myself since it never works. I've tried alot of things but I always survive. But maybe you should see a counselor. I didn't but then again I have a girl now and normally having a girlfriend or boyfriend cheers you up.

I am going to a counsellor. But my problem is that I'm waiting for them to get a hold of me cause my normal one is refering me to a specialist who will tell me when to come see them.

Heya morgan.

Okay first try hanging oiut with your friends and communicating to them as best you can. :) That would be a start. Try to feel like your one of the crowd.

Try your best to stay positive about things and listen to positive music such as upbeat music and fast music :)

You are loved Morgan and trust me suicide isnnt the answer!

Being a pessistic, its hard for me to think positively, but I could try, I just can't seem to find anything positive. And I do hang out with them, but it never seems to help much. Even more now that I refuse to go out cause issues I have with one of the girls that goes about with them, and if I need to be near her it just upsets me, or makes me want to hit her. Both normally.

I just feel so lost. I wish I knew when my next appointment would be.