Im a cutter

[LiveStrong]

I cutt my wrists, I do it becase it takes away the pain, I hate my life and dont care if I hit the vane and die. Im scared to kill myself so I cut to stop thinking about it.. :( I need help

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

think about this. while ending your life might bring yourself happiness, how many others would it bring sadness?

[-Silence]

I cutt my wrists, I do it becase it takes away the pain, I hate my life and dont care if I hit the vane and die. Im scared to kill myself so I cut to stop thinking about it.. :( I need help

I'm lost..you say you don't care if you hit a vein and die but then you say you're scared about dying. Sorry, I'm just confused.

[LiveStrong]

No look, I am scared to kill myself but if I hit the vaen off cutting then I dont care and Ill die, its another way for dying without actually doing it..( if this helps at all )

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

not really ur contradictory. do u want to die or not

[boognish]

you dont want to die and your afriad of dying so you cut near a very likely chance of dying then talk about how you could care less if you die...to die or not to die, this is the perplextion

[Shaolin]

I cutt my wrists, I do it becase it takes away the pain, I hate my life and dont care if I hit the vane and die. Im scared to kill myself so I cut to stop thinking about it.. :( I need help

Scars are ugly.

Ever get that feeling that everyday you want to change your life for the better, but it never happens?

Kick yourself right up the arse...and DO what you want to do. Live how yo want to live. Cut, don't cut? What's the difference, whatever you prefer? Trade a million scars for some natural body chemical? LIke you can't achieve that kind of high with safer methods?

[LiveStrong]

Year I hate scars to, I think instead of cutting, we can try something differnt, that DOESNT leave scars or anything behind,..

[Anonymous]

well, I sometimes have outbursts, but I usually do situps untill it really hurts. that way, I'm making myself acceptable to my friends, and takes the pain away. Might work for you, but I do it.

[LoSt_n_the_WoRlD]

I cut too.....well not exactly.. My friend and I were under so much stress and we were broth sooo angry at the world...so for me i took an eraser and just rubbed it against my wrist until the skin fell off...i have 2 really big scars that suck but idk how to take away the pain...i haven't in a month so maybe my life is getting better but i also use a marker and draw on my wrist everytime i feel like cutting..try that

[TheWizard]

Welcome to VT LoSt_n_the_WoRlD
:)

[LoSt_n_the_WoRlD]

Thanks! I've found out alot here, and its helped me

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

yay, thats what the site is for :)

[LoSt_n_the_WoRlD]

Yea, and its good to know that other people are feeling the same way :-)