aLeX..
August 30th, 2009, 01:35 PM
Hello,
I'm not sure if its just me, or if it happens to anyone else that self-harms, or used to self-harm..
But do certain things make you think of self-harm straight away? even really random things...
like whenever i see broken glass, or anything thats broken, i automatically think of self-harm.. i dont really know why.
Is that just me?
And the other question is..
I saw this girl walking the opposite way on the same pavement as me. I was with a friend. When she walked past, a really painful shiver went down my spine and i gasped holding my hands up to my mouth. I saw the girl had really obvious scratches and cuts all over her arm and i felt like i was going to cry. I started muttering to myself in panic, saying "oh my gosh" over and over again. My friend sounded really worried and asked me what was up, I told her how the girl walking past had loads of scratches and cuts, and how they really didn't look like cat scratches. The thing is, I didn't even know the girl, so i dont really understand why was i panicking so much when i saw the scratches and cuts. My friend comforted me and said to me that she'll probably be alright, that she'll get help one day.
How come i reacted the way i did?
I hope you all dont mind me posting this :whoops:..
I'm not sure if its just me, or if it happens to anyone else that self-harms, or used to self-harm..
But do certain things make you think of self-harm straight away? even really random things...
like whenever i see broken glass, or anything thats broken, i automatically think of self-harm.. i dont really know why.
Is that just me?
And the other question is..
I saw this girl walking the opposite way on the same pavement as me. I was with a friend. When she walked past, a really painful shiver went down my spine and i gasped holding my hands up to my mouth. I saw the girl had really obvious scratches and cuts all over her arm and i felt like i was going to cry. I started muttering to myself in panic, saying "oh my gosh" over and over again. My friend sounded really worried and asked me what was up, I told her how the girl walking past had loads of scratches and cuts, and how they really didn't look like cat scratches. The thing is, I didn't even know the girl, so i dont really understand why was i panicking so much when i saw the scratches and cuts. My friend comforted me and said to me that she'll probably be alright, that she'll get help one day.
How come i reacted the way i did?
I hope you all dont mind me posting this :whoops:..