lonelyness...

[Huskyboy132]

Well since about 2 years ago,
Whenever I go to our family manor in france with my parents,
I've been feeling REALLY depressed and is starts turning suicidal after a few days there.
Vacation is a time to chill and then there I am feeling really lonely trying to stay awa from the knives.. its real hard after the second week. Luckily I found some friends there but they are from germany so they have a completely different vacation scedual than I do.
But what I am saying is.. should I tell my parents that I'm feeling suicidal? Because I don't tthink they would take me seriously... :/
It gets very painful sometimes :( :(
And really I always expect me to cheer up once I'm back home in swizerland with friends but lately I've been getting more depressions (I think from the stress). What should I do?

[diamond jetstream]

do your parents or any of your friends know your sexuality because being in the dark about it makes depression grow and you have all that weight on your shoulders. you should think about what stresses you then let it all out

[Huskyboy132]

do your parents or any of your friends know your sexuality because being in the dark about it makes depression grow and you have all that weight on your shoulders. you should think about what stresses you then let it all out

I came out to like all my friends but hm.. That could be it :/.

[nick]

Sorry to read that Nils.

I just got back from two and a half weeks in France and found it really lonely being cut off from my friends, especially not being able to keep in touch with my special friends on msn or skype. Do you have internet at your family manor, maybe if not you should explain that you feel too cut off and ask if they could get it.

Always remember that you do have friends, even if you cant see them or get in touch for a while, and try to think how they would feel if they knew you were doing anything to harm yourself. Good luck with it anyway. Dont give into it if you can help it, please.

[mrmcdonaldduck]

cant you call them?
i mean surely if you told your parents you had to call em they would listen to you.
or just make an excuse.

[Appleton]

Well since about 2 years ago,
Whenever I go to our family manor in france with my parents,
I've been feeling REALLY depressed and is starts turning suicidal after a few days there...


I hope those are things of the past.
Ur awesome. :wub:

[Ortizitthisone]

I see that this was posted a few days ago, and so I hope you're doing much better since then, but I just wanted to say one thing:

Yes, you absolutely should tell your parents how you're feeling. Personally, I'm very close with my parents, and I know that not everyone has the same kind of relationship with theirs, but almost every parent out there would want to know if their child was feeling depressed. If they don't take you seriously, then MAKE them take you seriously. Do what you have to do to get them to understand that this isn't a joke. Don't let them find out the hard way.

Other than your parents, is there another trusted adult that you could possibly talk to? A family friend, a friend's parent, a teacher, anything? Sometimes it helps to talk to an adult, one that isn't your parents. Especially if it's an adult with whom you could discuss your orientation. Hope I helped. Good luck!