I wanna die.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Fat.
Ugly.
Gross.
Discusting.
Friends...what friends.
Life - bullshit.
Reasons to live - 0.

Sorry guys. I want to die. It's too much. I want to die but I feel like I haven't lived yet. Any moment I could crack. If you don't here from me. This is why. I want to die right now. Hopefully maybe I will come to my sences. I don't think I will go through with it...but then again who knows.

[Confused123]

Don't think of the past or present think of a bright future and don't let anybody/thing ruin you. Stay strong for us please

[BuryYourFlame]

Firstly...you are none of those things that you listed...

I hope that nothing has happened since...but last I heard...Gemma was still a good friend...

You know, deep down, that you aren't ready to die Lucy, the fact that you posted this is here shows that, you want someone to save you, to get you out.

You have plenty reasons to live, if not for me and Gemma, and the others here who care about you...then for yourself, and your amazing future, things do get better...no matter how bad they seem...

Keep strong Lucy...

edit: give reading this a try...http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=22370

[heart broken]

honey, nothing is worth killing yourself over, i was a cutter for 7 years and tryied killing myself manytimes and thank god i failed each time because trust me it will get better, what ever you are going through or feeling right now will get better. i know its hard but please try to think positive. just keep telling yourself that things will get better. and please dont do it. like they said stay strong, please stay strong.

[Luxurious5]

Life is a bitch,U just have to find a way to get back at it....Even thoe i don't noe u doesn't mean i shouldn't care,My teacher tried to kill herself once in a church with a whole bottle of pills afterwards she was so terrified she didnt go to bed cuzz she was afraid she wouldn't wake up in the morning and let me tell u she went thrue sum shit,but in the end she appreciate's life alot now she has been married for 9 years 3 kids and a wonderful family,so i ask again dont kill yourself for sumthin u have the answer to and i noe wut your thinking"if i had the answer i woulnd't wanna kill myself" well the answer is there its just trying to get to u...I hope i helped i would hate to c a perfecly gud soul go to waste.

P.S...If your depressed that much i suggest buying the book "Why I Jumped" its a really gud book it got me thrue all my problems that i have today i waas pretty twisted feeling the way u do.I would come to school crying and the teacher i was telling u about helped me thrue my problem's but any way like i said be4...I hope i helped~Sammy~

[totallyuseless]

I want to die sometimes, this is one of those times. Again. You can pull through. Your not usually the things you convince yourself you are. I'm 10 stone with a 28'' waist, yet i starve myself. Why?, I think i'm fat. But most people would say i am an enviable weight. Your not fat. at all.

You are crying out for help. As am I. We can help you make yourself feel better. :)

[MadManWithaBox]

I don't know exactly whats happened to you. but what i do know is that you seem like a great person, great personality, good looking. dying now would be admitting defeat to all the negative aspects in your life. if you look hard enough, you can always find something to live for, i promise you. i tried to commit suicuide recently, i feel pretty bad about it now. if you need to talk drop me a pm

[dstnyisurs]

Luce, you're a gorgeous, beautiful person inside and out. I love you dearly and don't want you dead. No one does. You're a loved person.
You're beautiful and kind and lovely.
Things are hard now but they will get better. I promise. You just have to wait it out. It's hard but rewarding. Love, I'm here for you whenever you need it. Any time.

[NeverLetGo]

Wanting to die is an interesting thing... Some people brace it gracefully, others not as much. However, what I do know is that you are a beautiful person inside and out. You are so strong and just looking and searching for more in your everyday life. Don't let something like death hinder you from truly living. You're stronger than that - I don't know why; I just know. You are a very valued person. Just look at the replies you are getting! We're in this situation together. Never forget that. If you need to talk or vent or need someone to listen, PM me and you can add my MSN at [email protected] Feel free to contact me either way.

NLG.

[kika12]

oh no you must feel terrible i understand you last year when i drop school i feel so sad nothing worth enough then i go to a Psychologist and he help me so much i think you must look for help a psychologist would be good tell to your mom or dad how you feel or any relative that you know can help you and take you to a psycologist i tell you from heart that's what you need someone to talk someone that tell you that everything is ok.

everything is gonna be okay.you have not live enough like you say in your post.

even i dont know you i really want to tell you i am sure a lot of people love you even this moment you dont feel like that.AND I CARE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU PLEASE DONT DO IT.if you wanna talk i am here.look at this web page people is worry about you.YOU ARE NOT ALONE.