I'm feeling myself slip :(

[Project Delta]

64 days and its starting to get really hard. People keep screaming at me, and i feel totally lost and out of controll a lot, My life is starting to get better yet my mind is getting worse and worse...

[Harley Quinn]

Aaron its a long time to stop cutting and i know you make your next target,try to stop your mind from controling you and think of the happy times,youve had a lot on recently but i know you can stay strong and overcome this,i believe in you
:hug3:

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Aaron I know you don't want to hear this but I really think you need to get help. It makes everything so much easier to deal with. 64 days is brilliant, you CAN beat this Aaron.

[Project Delta]

I have counselling, i've had it for a while, like since i started self harm... But i'm not going this week coz i'm going to london with Chequ3r.

Meh idk, maybe i need some anti-depressants, my mum wont let me get any though. She says i'm not depressed even though i've been diagnosed as mild depressive

[Discomposure]

The doctors can be reluctant to giving anti-depressents to people younger than 17 i think. They do give them to them, but i think they try other ways first. Maybe your mum doesn't understand what it's like to be depressed, you'll know, it's awful. 64 days is great, well done. Like they said though don't let your mind controll you, stay strong :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

You can beat it Aaron. I know you're stronger than it. Sadly I don't know how else I can tell you to help beat the urges. Cause well... I'm alyways giving in...

[chelsay13]

Hold on, don't slip back into cutting.
I got about..5 months and then I slipped, now it one of my biggest regrets.

[nick]

Aaron, I've been on msn the last two nights and tried to get you on skype tonight. Sorry our timetables seem to be out of sync. Stay strong if you can, we're all routing for you, even if its just because I'm gay.

[dstnyisurs]

Aaron, you're so strong. You don't need to cut. You can stop for good, I know you can. It's hard and it's going to get a hell of a lot harder, but you can stop and you can beat this.
Try sitting down with your mom and telling her that you may not seem it but you are diagnosed mild depressive and you feel like you can't fight this without the help of medicine. Tell her that you'll talk to your doctor to make sure that you are put on the right dosage and that you just need help getting better that medicine can give.
Do your research, talk to your doctor, and I hope it goes well.
You can beat this Aaron.You are so fucking strong, and I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time. You can talk to me when you need to. You're strong.

[Project Delta]

Thanks guys i've got through thjis night and am feeling better now, but still this is gonna be a rough week :(

[NeverLetGo]

Thanks guys i've got through thjis night and am feeling better now, but still this is gonna be a rough week :(

Kudos to you! I think every time you haven't cut is a huge victory for you and I applaud you. You are a strong person with tons of integrity. You can do it. As for your mum, I think you should get your councellor to explain to your mom about your mild depression... Would an adult work better maybe? I dunno, if not gather the facts and then explain in open detail about your depression and the meds that you possibly could take... Hope this helped and PM me if you need to talk.

NLG