In That Sudden Moment... [Song]

[Underground_Network]

A fabulous fairy tale
That's how I wish my life
Had been written,
But that's just not how it is...

I find myself in a moment,
Every moment of my life,
It's this sudden moment
And I find myself stuck in it everyday...

That sudden moment,
Where we lose control and
I can't take this
Where's the restart switch when you need it?

I keep fucking up,
Making the same mistakes,
Kissing you, the letting your heart break,
Getting an A, and then slitting my wrists...

I don't understand why I live
Like there's no tomorrow
And yet there's still no yesterday,
And I don't even live in the present...

I live in that sudden moment,
Where we lose control and
I can't take this
Where's the restart switch when you need it?

I can't figure out why I'm alive,
Why I have yet to die,
Why I'm living this life,
It's a pointless mess,
It's a huge train wreck...

And I don't understand why I live
Like there's no tomorrow
And yet there's still no yesterday,
And I don't even live in the present!

I live in that sudden moment
Where we lose control and
I can't take this
Where the restart switch when you need it?

Cause I lost you,
And I lost me,
I don't have it in me
To let myself be
Okay...

I'll never be okay...
I'll never be okay...
I'm stuck in fantasy,
A harsh reality
That never was
Meant to be...
Meant to be?

Cause I lost you,
And I lost me,
And I don't know where to look
Because I'm stuck in this moment,
Yeah this very moment,
The moment I lost you,
That moment is permanent...
Oh...